Her--Life :D

Tumblr-ing.

2010-07-31T17:26:00.002+08:00

I created a tumblr account. But I'm so lost. Help.
But that doesn't mean I'm letting you go, blogger. Don't fret. (:
That is, provided, I can manage two blogs.
Do check out my tumblr though, and follow, of course.
http://shout--itout.tumblr.com

Love ;

2010-07-23T20:47:00.006+08:00

God, That's fast. July's coming to an end. *groans* July, has been very much eventful. Woah. Understatement of the year. In fact, this whole of July I've been feeling really really happy. And I guess I'm not the only one. Priyaa, would be, too. And trust me, she has much more reasons than I do, to be happy :D I'll bet July2010 is her most favourite month of the year. Haha. I've come to realise, how much I love and treasure my family and friends. And as much as we've had our differences, petty fights, tonnes of misunderstandings, I love my friends alot. :D Honestly. And I thank God for blessing me with the presence of people I'll always love.

Rashidha, Priyaa, Divya, Mariyah= *heart shaped fingers*-Mariyah's signature , no? (:

Anyway, was thinking hard the other day, and I began writing this. Not really classic poetry. But it's from me.Something I wanna express, from deep within. And I just felt like posting it up. So yeah.

"Take a moment,

Make a wish.

Think of God,

And all that He's done.

The reason for your very existence,

The purpose.

The deeds you've done,

the sins committed.

And after all those,

What are we worth?

When our bodies are buried beneath this soil.

When our flesh rots to feed.

When we finally dissolve to nothingness.

When we're left with merely our souls.

So why are we here?

What have we done?

What's gonna happen,

Once we're gone?

So take moment,

To think and reflect.

Take a moment,

Make a wish."

-fiqah.

God loves us. Every single one of us. Good or bad, rich or poor, ugly or beautiful, He doesn't see the difference. We're all His beautiful creation, His gifts. We're all loved. So throw away all worries and smile, `cause at the end of the day, someone up there still loves us, despite all our imperfections. (:

Paulthewhat ?

2010-07-09T21:22:00.004+08:00

WC2010 Finals: Holland-Spain. Who would have ever thought of it ? :/
Expect Paul the Octupus maybe. *rolls eyes*
I don't care that the damn octupus has predicted Spain's win in this match, I'm definitely hoping Holland would win. Not that I support Holland or anything. Heh.
That octupus certainly isn't psychic. Oh please, he looks physically deformed, if anything.
No offense, Paul. ;P

Ahhh. I'm friggin tired.
And what's with the homework overload?
Hrrrmph.

that's soccer.

2010-07-04T16:01:00.004+08:00

[A world cup not to be forgotten; full of unexpected turnouts.]

Haha. What a world cup. I supported 3 teams. Argentina, Germany and Brazil. And I was super confident that Argentina was gonna ace it this year. Well, partially because they'd get to keep the cup. But. Both Argentina and Brazil are out. Wait. I'm not gonna wail. To be honest, Brazil did not try hard enough. In fact, I was shocked with their performance against Holland. It was so not a match I wanted to see. Holland's main aim was to get Brazil frustrated. Which they succeeded in doing. Brazil may have scored the first goal. But they got all complacent. The rest of the game, well, I don't know what to say. They allowed 2 goals to pass through. And towards the end of the match, they were showing their temper. Which was pointless actually. Match ended in 2-1.

Last night, Hussain bro came over to watch the Germany-Argentina match. To be honest, I wanted Argentina to win. So did dad and bros. But to me, it didn't really matter even if Germany won. Cause, after all they're a great team. And I do like them, though not as much as Argentina. But you've got to give it to them, it was a good match, with Germany playing exceptionally awesome-ly. Haha. I enjoyed the match, though Argentina got owned 4-0. Sad, I was. But they did their best. Problem is, there was a hole in their defense. Whereas, Germany's defense was damn strong. If it was Paraguay, Argentina would've been in the semis now. Spain just got lucky. Anyhow, they'd be facing Germany next. Haha, farewell Spain. We'll miss you, yeah? And c'mon Spain supporters, you have really no idea who they're going against right? (: Did you guys watch them play with Paraguay? Aw, C'mon man. You know they don't stand a chance against the Germans. That's for sure. I really have to compliment the German team though, it has much improved from than last year's. Especially Klose, Podolski and Muller. They're great players. Klose, especially, wow. He's dangerous man.

And after seeing comments on fb about the ref being bribed and all, I feel I have to say something. Please lah people, you guys really think Fifa will let that slip by? No way man. It's highly unlikely for that to happen, so stop blaming the ref if your team loses. Accept it. Soccer's like that. All's fair. I too, supported Argentina. But fate has it that they lose. So be it. Just accept it if the other team plays well.

Anyway, my point is. With Argentina being out in the quater finals, and Brazil too, I'm left with supporting Germany. I hope to see them carry the cup this year :D But then again, there's Holland and Uruguay which should never be underestimated. Spain? Hah. Forget it. Well, whoever wins, it's surely an unexpected WC we're having this year. Well, that's soccer. The ball is round, after all. (;

"I wanna play a game ;"

2010-06-24T17:00:00.005+08:00

I'm currently addicted to two things; The movie SAW and Zain Bikha's nasheeds. No link, I know. One's a gory film filled about torturing people mercilessly and the other is about songs praising Allah. Funny:D I'll tell you why I'm loving them.

Firstly, SAW. Hahha, for those who've watched any of the parts of the SAW saga, you guys would've known what the storyline's all about. For those who haven't, don't worry I'm not gonna spoil it for you. Go watch it. It's gruesomely awesome :D But it's not for the faint hearted though. Or those who find blasting, sawing, slashing, digging out or breaking of any body parts disgusting, for that matter. Just a warning. (: But that's not why I love the movie. It's the entire plot that I find creative and original. It's something new. Especially the endings of each part. They're totally unexpected and I love that. You spend the entire time watching the movie, thinking about what's gonna happen in the end. But you'll never figure it out, you'll be kept in anxious suspense. I'd rate it four and a half stars. My personal favourite is SAW I, but in terms of the death traps, I find SAW II cool. Over all, the movie's wicked. (;

Coming to Zain Bikha, well, his singing is awesome. The second thing, is the fact that he doesn't even need music for his songs. His voice itself sounds like music. Serious. Check out his songs and you'll know what I mean. (; Third thing, the lyrics. So damn true. Especially from the song "Which of Allah's favours can we deny?" It's friggin nice. (:

Anywaay, Argentina has gotten into the round of 16 with the full 9 points babeyyh! ~ ARGENTINA FTW! ;D

Alrighttys, food is calling out to me. Heh. Adios.

ARGENTINA FTW;

2010-06-23T10:30:00.003+08:00

Argentina todo el camino ! :D

FIFA FEVER;

2010-06-20T19:01:00.006+08:00

I'm baaack. *sings* Homework still unfinished. Was too busy enjoying myself in Malaysia. Heh. Watched most of the world cup matches at the coffeeshop. TV3 cheated on me. I thought they would screen it. They didn't. -.- Ah well, it was fun watching it with a crowd anyway. Argentina's awesome. So is Brazil. But Germany's last match was dissapointing. S'okay. They'd better win Ghana though. They trashed Aussies but lost to the Serbs. Heartache. Haiz. It's been a world cup full of surprises. And more will come. I'm just waiting for England to fall flat on their face. I'm friggin laugh my arse off man. Oooh, I got myself an Argentina jersey. NO.10 babeyyh! LIONEL MESSI! *screams* He's spells a.m.a.z.i.n.g on the field. Next Maradona, no doubt :D

[Gonzalo Higuain.No.9.Argentina.]

[Carlos Vela. No.7.Mexico.]

[Kaka.No.10.Brazil.]

[Lionel Messi.No.10.Argentina.]

Beneath sakura trees ;

2010-06-12T00:23:00.006+08:00

Woah. Been more than a week since I last blogged. Ah well. Had a full-day courses for four consecutive days. Can't blame me. Anywaaay, the courses were pretty okay. And the tests were an insult to our intelligence, I must say. But I'm glad its all over. I won't have to return to school till the 22nd for the learning journey. *Grumbles* At least, they're finally letting us have a break, a proper break, to enjoy not going to school for lessons or whatsoever. Oh wait. I take that back. It's so not a proper break. We have friggin tonnes of homework. No kidding, man. It's gonna take me the entire holiday to complete them all. And they call this a holiday. Sweet(: I lo-ove my school, have I mentioned before?

Damn, I miss Japan and Niigata group memebers. I really really really want to see them again. I wonder if we'll have a reunion. Hmm. Well, if we do, it'll be awesome if we follow Aina's plan. Like, go to M'sia, then S'pore, then Brunei, then Indon, then Thailand, then Vietnam, then Laos and so on. Haha. Some reunion, huh?

Anywaay, FIFA WORLD CUP 2010 HAS KICKED OFF BABY! And the first match, SA vs. Mexico was a draw. 1-1. Not too bad a game, from both sides, I have to say. But really, SA could have gone for the winning goal towards the end. It was fucking frustrating to watch them miss that shot. Gaahh. But as Hussain bro said, that's soccer for you. Haiz. -.- Waiting for next match. France vs. Uruguay. I bet Uruguay's gonna play its arse off. But then again, I'm thinking France is gonna win this one. Oh well, we'll wait and see. I'm doing homework meanwhile. Woah.

Will be going off to Malaysia on Sunday and will be back on the 20th. It's gonna be cool, watching the world cup in coffeeshops. Although we can watch it from the TV at home, it's just nicer to watch with a whole crowd and scream "GOAL" with them. Haha. Okays, Sayonara ;

Back Home.

2010-06-04T22:13:00.003+08:00

Wow. The last 10 days I had was simply wow. It was a wonderful experience, no doubt. As much as it feels great to be back home, I miss my ASEAN friends i met in Japan. I miss...
1. Ain (Indonesia)- My whacky roommate, a crazy arse fan of MCR and my beloved friend/sister whom I spent alot of time laughing my head off with. (:
2. Mann Wei (Brunei)-My 2nd hanging out partner(:
3. Aina (Malaysia)-KENTO's lover ;P
4. Moly(Laos)-The damn cute one (:
5. Sahara(Phillipines)- The elder sister for everyone(:
6. Harris(Malaysia)- HAHA. Mr.chipsmore. (:
7. Faiz(Brunei)- HAHAHA. "Gentle" guy. ;P
8. Ihsan(Indonesia)- The funny one :D
9. Viet Anh(Vietnam)- The another funny one :D
10. Mukky(Loas)- The another another funny one :D
11. Top(Thailand)- The quiet, but nice guy. (:
12,13,14,15. Ngon Phoo(Myanmar), Greece(Thailand), Tepy(Cambodia), Autumn(Vietnam)- The sweet girls. (:
And all the rest in my group ! AHHH. I so wish I can meet you guys again. Some day. But we'll keep in touch though. Thank god for MSN and facebook. But still. It wouldn't be like seeing them face to face. ): I miss them. Damn, I hate goodbyes. I missed all my Singapore friends ! Rashidha, Priyaa, Divya, Nila and all were missed badly. It feels so good to be home. And to taste home food, ahh. Pure heaven on earth. :D Alrighttys, will update more soon. Nights.
[P.S: I miss Ain's jokes man. Haiz. ]

Roasted chicken ;

2010-05-22T14:09:00.004+08:00

I'm going off to Japan on Monday. Damn, I'll sure miss everyone. ): But then again, it's not like I'm going away forever. Just ten days. A looong time, though. I'll miss NP camp. Wasted. A combined camp with all UGs and I'm missing it. Ah, nevermind. All for the better, I guess. To the rest going for the camp, enjoy your toture yeah? ;P I'm so mean. Hahah.

On Thursday, Priyaa told me a news that freaked me out. But thank god, nothing happened. Phew. We all prayed. I'm sure. And god listened. It's during times like this, that we realise how much we love god. And I love God. (:

Adios, peeps. See ya'll when I return. :D

When one's gone;

2010-05-15T14:29:00.004+08:00

A friend is lost. A Commonwealthian, gone.
I may not have known him. I may not have even seen him.
But, from what I've heard, he's been a brave soul, staying strong and believing that he'll pull through his condition.

Cancer, like I've said many times before, deserves to be screwed. But what can be done, when cancer takes its toll?

But the most sad thing is, its only when one is gone forever, that we start talking all about him/her. Start remembering who that person was. Up till then, no one would have breathed a word about that person who had existed amongst us. What's the point of it? At least, if he was alive, and we had told him how much he meant to us, let him know that we wanted him to stay strong, he would have passed on with the warm feeling that we truly care. It always happens. I've seen it. You only remember and realize one's value after their gone. Saddening, really.

Daniel Tan Kim Wee, may god bless your soul.

Sapphire ;

2010-05-14T13:40:00.003+08:00

Exams ended on Wednesday. And they released the results the fucking next day. Would it kill them to let us enjoy the weekend at least? God save us.

Plus, I'm leaving for the Japan trip in only 10 days :O Holy shit. I haven't packed a single thing. Thing is, I have no idea what to pack. There isn't like a packing list or anything. Juste manifique. Now where do I start?

Sheesh. I'm growing fatter by the day. I can feel it. Shit. I need to start exercising more often. June holidays, please cooperate with me. Thank you. (:

Hmm. I'm bored. Maybe I'll do a survey. Bye.

When exam period strikes, you need all the energy you can get .

2010-05-07T18:55:00.007+08:00

[Just gets you going ;]

I would like to extend my thanks to 'le VanHouten Chocolate, for bringing me this far. It has helped me very much in mugging for AMath (: Advice to readers: Eat Chocolates. Screw the shit about additional calories.

Anywaaay, that's just a side note. What I was going to say was; Amath screwed me today. It's like this: I knew I'd seen those questions somewhere. Very familiar. But God bless my faint memory, I couldn't remember how to do it. -.- Wonderful, aye? Blanks.Blanks.And more blanks. Fuck.

Geog. Wasn't fantastic either. But with a bit of luck, I might just pass the Amath. Is that too much to ask? Haaii. *Crosses fingers*

Random thought: I wanna become a babysitter. For babies. As in BABIES. Not toddlers. Not that I hate todds, it's just that I'm afraid my hot temper would strike and I'd turn into a monster and I'd strangle those poor kids to suffocation. Babies are so cute. I love them more than anything in the whole wide world. Oh. Them and Animals. (:

It's Hussain Bro's Birthday tomorrow. OhMyGee. He's turning old so fast. He has to get married soon. Tsk. [PS: Perhaps writing that book would be a good idea, bro. Girls would come flocking to you for your intellegence and humour in writing. But then again, on second thought, they might be disgusted with your "cannibalism" and just loathe you. Either way, you'll be spoken about all over the Net. Hah. ;P ]

Gonna head for a game of Badminton with Bro. Adios.

The reason why .

2010-05-01T13:28:00.004+08:00

[Bound by chains; ]

I don't know what's wrong.
Something keeps gnawing at the back of my head.
Everything seems to irritate me now.
I know I'm not okay.
So don't ask.
Cause' I don't feel like saying what.
Besides, I don't even know what it is.
Meanwhile, I'll put up a fake smile.
Everything's alright.
Hush .

[ Papercut keeps running through my head. Gosh, I'm addicted. ]

Nobody's listening .

2010-04-23T19:25:00.007+08:00

I got a
Heart full of pain,
Head full stress,
Handful of anger,
Held in my chest,
And everything left is a waste of time,
I hate my rhymes.
(But I hate everyone else's more)
I'm riding on the back of this pressure,
Guessing that it's better.
I can't keep myself together.
Because all of this stress;
Gave me something to write on.
The pain gave me something,
I could set my sights on.
You never forget the blood, sweat and tears.
The uphill struggle over years.
The fear and the trash talking,
And the people it was to,
And the people that started it,
Just like you.
-"Nobody's Listening" Linkin Park

Ohmygee. I in lo-ove with LinkinPark :D
Of course, not to forget the all-time favourite Numb by LinkinPark .
Gaaah. I'm drowning in their music.
Adios.

POP! ;D

2010-04-17T12:34:00.007+08:00

Yesterday's POP was supppppperrr fun (: It was supposed to be at the parade square. But damn the rain, we had to proceed to the hall, after we've set up all the formation and were about to start. Don't get me wrong, I do love rain dearly. It's just that sometimes, it's frustrating. Anywaay, POP was a combined one with all the UGs. Damn cool. Especially when the passing out seniors marched according to drumbeats. Actually, what was even better was the AFTER of the POP. Haha. Sweet revenge . *Kisses foot* We got to ram into all our seniors for avenge for the torture they threw on us for the last 1 year or so. Okay. I'll be honest. It wasn't all that bad. Agreed, we did have a fair share of our fun times with our seniors. And yes, I will miss them. But hey, we're still gonna see each other around. So yeah. I love you guys. NPCC all the way (;

There's this JENESYS trip coming soon. Five of us are going to Japan for an exchange programme. It's for ten days. I'm really looking forward to it. I'll be darn busy after the MYE, preparing for the trip. There's so much to pack and I've yet to renew my passport and apply for a visa. And of course, you guys will miss me so much. ;P

Hmm, speaking of MYE, OHMYFRIGGINGOD ! I'm so not prepared and it's in 2 weeks. Not even a full 2 weeks actually. How the hell do I study for 7 subjects in 14 days? (Exclude the languages, there's really nothing to study for it.) What, 1 subject to be studied in 2 days? Gaaaaah. I'm so screwed. Adios peeps..Or let's try Japanese. Sayonara;

Fcuking domino theory ;

2010-04-09T22:05:00.004+08:00

[Sometimes it just takes one little blow to set everything off ;]

Gaaahhh. School's so damn tiring :/ Anywaaay, I really need this weekend to rest. I'm effing sleep-deprived. I've decided I need some time off for relaxation. I'm going to the library tomorrow, to seek solace in the amidst of books. And I don't mean friggin' Physics textbooks. Reading has always been a saviour from stress. At least, mine anyway. I feel like running away to some faraway land, away from all this stress. Dammit, it's getting to me. Sheesh. I feel like I've wasted away 15 years of my life mugging my head off. It's a wonder my brain cells haven't burst yet. Or maybe they already have. Well, that explains the cracked-up times. Ah whatever it is, in these 15 damn years, I just realised, I've been doing nothing productive. Besides studying that is. No, I have not done anything for the poor. No, I have not started up some Animal Welfare Association, or even a SPCA at the very least. And No, I haven't been visiting orphanages or homes for the disabled kids on a frequent basis to care for them. I haven't been doing things I've always wanted to do. Cause, I've got no damn time. Cause, all the precious little time I can get hold of, is spent on studying. Hah. Time, the reason behind all unaccomplished tasks. Therefore, I conclude that my 15 years of living was so damn wasted. Guess how pleased I am about that.

Ah .Fcuk it ;

2010-04-03T17:20:00.005+08:00

[Merde Alors ;]

Woah. Long time since I last posted. It just goes to show how busy must've been, considering my shortage in usage of computer for the past weeks. Tons of work has been dumped on us, to say the very least. At least, I'm coping. Or so I think. Let see, I failed the math common test terribly but got As for tamil and biology. Hey, it's not so bad right. Please just say yes. Dad was very unhappy with the math result. Um, okay well. It was a 15 out of 40. He didn't scold or hit or anything of that sort. But he gave me that look which spoke volumes. I had obviously dissapointed him. He might as well should have went ahead and given me a tight slap across the face. Wouldn't have hurt so much. Perhaps this was what led to my breakdown last Wednesday. I bawled my eyes out 'cause I couldn't do math. I know it's a lame reason to cry, but I don't know why, I just did. Maybe it was all the accumulated stress. I felt really useless. Question after question I skipped, not knowing how to do it. And when I realised I have come to the end of the entire 2 assignments without knowing how to do a single question, that was it. I broke down. I guess everyone reaches that point. I really have to buck up in my Math, though. It's really horrible.

Anywaaaay, let's put that issue aside. Yesterday, saw the debate quater finals. HAHAHA. Excuse me, but I really had to laugh. Seriously, the whole thing is so stupid that I just have to laugh it out. I don't wish to elaborate. But I'll just say this: No one appreciates true talent these days. It happens all the time. If they do, then they're amongst the rare few. Especially when it come to the media, everything is politics. Everything is so fcuking corrupted and just so fcuked up that it pains to watch all this.

And I have to say this to Hussain brother: Chill okay? You did really well. Anyone could easily see that. Those who saw your video would definitely know you deserved to win. You've shown your talent. And that satisfaction itself, is great. But of course, I'm not gonna lie to you and say that missing the tickets to watch Wrestlemania 26 live at Arizona, is no big deal. Well, it is a big deal. But what can be done now? What's over is over. Don't brood over it kay? And after all bro, "IF YOU SMELLLLL....WHAT THE ROCK IS COOKING." you don't have to worry. Cheer up. (:

After all that I've said;

Ah fcuk it.

Merde alors.

BREAK ,

2010-03-17T22:25:00.002+08:00

Update: NCO course for the past 2 days was super fun. Though tiring, I think it was worth it. (:
Anyhoo, I'm here to declare that I'll be off to Malaysia from tomorrow till Saturday night. Thank God it's the March holidays. I really need a break off the busy school schedule. Till I return,
BYE peeps! ;D

Bang-away ;

2010-03-12T21:58:00.005+08:00

[Aim.Pull trigger.Bang, and then comes the recoil .]

First. I'd like to celebrate the joy that I've successfully finished the first term of a tough year. WOOHOO! :D And I'm darn proud of the fact that although I have been tempted to skip school for the many invalid reasons such as inability to get up in the morning, I attended school without fail. An achievement or what ? Overcoming obstacles, they call it. (: Heh. I'm so thankful for the March Holidays. I'm in real need for a break. The results..well, let's just say I'm happy to have passed 8 subjects. Enough said. Anyways, today's CCA was super fun. We had Revolver Marksmanship Course. And they let us have our revolver shooting trial in the classroom, not with the bullets but with the pallets instead. By the third trial, I managed to aim all eight shots compressed into the centre. Wooooooots! Who's the King Of The World? :P But in reality, my shooting is quite bad. I can never pull the trigger in slowly. I'm always going SNAP,BANG. SNAP,BANG. Which results in my shots to be scattered all over the place. And yet, that HTA lady marked me as a potential representitive for the marksmanship competetition. Who is she kidding, really? But you know what? The best part was when we shot down the drink cans. The feeling you get everytime you shoot and the can gets knocked off the table...woah. Pure bliss. And it's a great way to release anger, I'm telling you. Trust me, I would know. I was imagining each one those Fuji Apple cans to be the dog, Lalitha's face. Hmm. Maybe I'll take up Shooting as a hobby someday. It's gives me such joy and pleasure to see Lalitha's face ram into the ground with a loud CLANK. (:

Oh, by the way. Today in MT lesson, Mrs.T mentioned about the current teenage abortion rates. Well, being curious, I looked it up on the net. And let me tell you something, the results are indeed alarming. It's disturbing to look at all the figures. That's the number of lives killed even before they've been fully developed. Put the mental toture the girl will undergo aside, look at the number of innocent lives murdered. All because of the foolish mistake its teenage mother did and now regrets. Even primary school kids, kids, are getting abortions dammit ! I really don't know what to say. But I just want to put this message across. We all have choices. It's just about making the right one. Yeah, sexual desire is bound to occur. Natural, even. But it's about controlling this desire and living with respect for your ownself and for the other party. Please don't make this mistake. Teenage sex is plain digusting to think of. It's an offence, for crying out loud. Please, please think of the consequences before doing anything . Would you want to do something for your own pleasure and then kill a life to escape commitments or having to face the music ? Honestly, I feel like taking shooting down all these brainless idiots. Thank god I'm taught how to aim properly using a revolver. Go and have a look at the video on abortion: "The silent scream". You'll know what I mean. Toodles.

Define life .

2010-03-07T17:06:00.004+08:00

I've got something really interesting to share with you peeps. Just now, I was looking up the meaning of the word "life" in urbandictionary.com and I had a good laugh, really. Don't ask me why I was looking it up, I honestly don't know. Maybe I was just too bored. But anyway, that's not the point. You see, I wanted to see different people's views or perpectives on life. Haha. You wouldn't believe it, but I swear to God, majority of the definitions provided by people weren't exactly positive ones. You would be shocked to know how much people hate life. Well, at least I was. Check out definition 29.

Life : "God's sick, twisted idea of a game."
This guy's got to be kidding. I mean, really. What's there to blame God for? Life's in our hands and I truly believe that. Well yes, I'm not going to deny that God hasn't got it all written down and the final outcome is determined by him. But at least, you are given a choice at every stage. You are the one making the choice, just that God happens to know beforehand what choice you're going to make. I don't see a point in blaming God for the decision we make.

For those people out there who totally agree with the definition up there, don't waste away your time in brooding over how much you think life sucks. Because it doesn't. And stop blaming God for whatever that happens in life. At the end of the day, you make the choice. God guides you. Life's a boon, not a curse. Learn to treasure it. Enjoy the simple pleasures in the complex world. Take time off to appreciate the little beauties in your busy life. On the whole, just don't take life too seriously, you just won't love it. That's all I have to share, Adios.

Crumpled paper .

2010-03-05T21:54:00.009+08:00

[music saves our souls && sanity ;]

I know I haven't been blogging for long. I have my reasons: One, the overload of homework. Two, the fact that I do not return home what I'd call early, for the past weeks at least. Three, even if I do return considerably early, I'm just plain lazy/tired/not-in-the-mood to blog. There.

School's tiring. Each day, I wake up wishing I don't have to go to school. But, out of nowhere, a strong willpower just jolts me to awaken and get ready for school, so hyped up and eager to gain education; I wish. It's just the fact that I don't want to skip school one day and return on the next day, to be bombarded with the homework I missed when I didn't come. -.- I am really grateful for the weekends. It's like a break from this war of tiredness. Two days just isn't enough, though. Every day is like a reapeated routine and that itself is a tire. School.Homework.Tuition.Revise. And if you miss out on anything or just slack a little, there goes your grades. Suddenly, there are so many tests and so many friggin' fail grades in your face. Sheesh. I miss lower secondary life. Oh well. Life's isn't going to be constant all the way. Changes are definite. We'll just have deal with it all. (:

Next, ah the debate. Yes, it's old news. My apologies for not updating on it. And yes, we lost to Paya Lebar after winning Raffles Institute. I'm not embarrased, because I very well know how we did and what exactly happened. So yeah, I'm cool. Enough said. `Cause when they appear on telly for the telecast of quater finals, people will realise. What we say now, isn't going to make them believe. Only that we would have made better "telly faces", right guys? Heh, (:

Sooo, now I'd get on to the point. I have alot in my mind. But not all will be mentioned here. Plus, whatever I do mention here, might not be comprehendable to some of you. And it's mean to be that way. I'm just letting you know so that you wouldn't go crack your heads open on what I mean or who I am talking about. Seriously. Don't bother trying, okay? Lately, I'm seeing so many young "couples" or, let's just put it this way: a guy and a girl who think they're in love, around me. Young meaning, no older than 18. At first, it was really amusing to see all this. I laughed to myself and told myself these people will learn one day. But now, it's starting to get annoying. Pretty soon, I'm just going to get really sick of it all that it's going to make me gag whenever I see or hear anything to do with r/s. And this is a personal opinion, okay? Those in relationships, no need to get all worked up. I'm not saying relationships should be banned and all that. I'm just saying keep it to youself, stop publicising this. Fristly, I highly doubt the world wants to know. Secondly, it isn't something to be proud of at this age. It really isn't. Note: AT THIS AGE. I'm not going to bother going on to elaborate or lecture. Because people have brains of their own. I believe they can think, they can rationalise on their own. But what I really hope, is that some people will think hard about these things before making decisions. Because to me, it's useless. Then again, it's a personal opinion.

But for right now, to prevent all these annoying things going on from getting to me, music's a big help. It's helping me keep my cool. Music's protecting my sanity. I love and appreciate music for this. That's all I have to say. Adios , I'm off to listen to music. (:

Random survey ;

2010-02-15T16:30:00.002+08:00

Yourself...

1.What is your name?
- `Syafiqah(:
2.How old are you?
- 14 +
3.Favorite color?
-GREEEEEEN! :D
4.Favorite number?
- Uh , don't have one .
5.Who is your Best-Friend[s]?
- Too laazy to type all of them (:
6.Where do you want to go for vacation?
- I'd love to go EUROPE !
7.Do you love your life?
-Of course ! (:
8.Coffee or Mocha?
-Both ! :D
9.Gum or Candy?
-Both, both ! :D
10.Have any tattoo's?
-Nahh .
11.Who is your idol?
-Hmmm, no one really .
12.Do you have kids?
-Naww .
13.What do you like most about yourself?
-I don't know, I love everything about myself . (:
14.Favorite sport?
-Badminton !
16.What kind of music do you like?
-No particular favourite genre, so long as it's nice to hear. (:
17.What is your mood?
-HAPPEYH :D

In the opposite sex...

18.How tall should they be?
-Taller than me . Duhh.
19.Long hair or short hair?
-LONG (:
20.What kind of personality should they have?
-Humourous, outgoing and honest.
21.Older or younger?
-Older ,
21.Serious or carefree?
-Serious when it's time to be. And carefree the rest of the time. (:

Write down the first word that comes to mind when you see...

22.Food
-HUNGRY ):
23.Drugs
-Eww ,
24.The President
-Obama ! *Salutes*
25.Gas Prices
-terrible .
26. Premarital sex
-Stupidity ,
27.Religion
-Holy.
28.Politics
-Drainage ? :S
29.Marriage
-Sweet ;)
30.Soccer
-MANCHESTER ! :D

Happy Birthdaaaay !

2010-02-11T21:54:00.005+08:00

[Happy B'day dearest ; 11022010]

This post is dedicated to my dearest, Rashidha . Noor Rashidha, listen up kaays ? (: Firstly, HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY! Wow, you've successfully fulfilled 15 years of your life. And it seems so old, right ? Nehhmind. We're still little kids at heart. Heh . I want to say that no matter what, always remember that I'll be there by your side. I will be your listening ear , the shoulder you can always cry on and depend on. We've shared a beautiful friendship for many years so far, since we were kids and I hope we'd stay that way, kay ? I love you, always. (:

I even have a line specially dedicated to you ! ; "Baby don't worry, you are my only, you won't be lonely, even if the sky is falling down " -"Down" by Jay Sean Ft. Lil' Wayne

Victory ;

2010-02-07T16:36:00.006+08:00

[Brit's got talent 2008: SIGNATURE ! ;D]

Before I begin talking about the debate yesterday, I definitely have to say this. OMG, Signature is simply AWESOME ! Honestly. For those who have watched it long back, Britain's got talent 2008, I mean, you would know what I mean. They're really really good. Good just isn't enough to describe their performances. I've been watching them perform again and again on youtube. Seriously. They've got originality and they perform with style. And not to mention that Suleman Mirza is hot! And also, he's a lawyer ! Wow, what a combi . ;P Okaay. Shall shutup. But still, I don't see what the winner did that was better than what Signature did. Haiz. I guess life just isn't fair all the time.

Anywaay, yesterday's judgement was totally fair. (= Firstly, I want to thank all those who came down to support us. I really appreciate it. It was actually a waste of a precious Saturday for you guys, but still you came because you wanted to stand by us. So, thank you so much. (: Now; COMMONWEALTH SEC WON RAFFLES INSTITUTE ! Woo hoo baby ! Woah, it's the first time that RI got out of the competition in the first round itself. LMAO. I'm not being mean, but really. I feel we did clearly better than them. However, we shouldn't let this victory get to heads and become complacent for the next round. We should work just as hard for the next round against Paya Lebar Methodist Girls' . We're in it already, so might as well win the championships. Right, guys? But seriously. I think this win was worth all those tears, stress and tiredness we underwent. That's all I have to say. Adios ,

Guitar strums ;

2010-01-31T15:24:00.005+08:00

[♥Music's a pleasant drug. You just get addicted so eaily.]

Woah. Looks like I haven't been updating alot lately. I've loads in mind to say. Alrightt, here goes. First, I'd like to really applaud CMB for the excellent performance in Limelight. I didn't go for it, but I heard lots of reviews about how well you guys did. So really, Great job ! I'm proud of Commonwealth. Okay, secondly, CAMP. One word: Awesomeness ! ;D Of course, I'll admit . There were tough times to deal with. Like the toilets, for example. But heyy, in the end we all got over it and to come to think about it now, I actually had great time ! Padi weeding, Mud fights, Wwater obstacles, Mountain trekking, Nature walk, Night walk, Campfire .. they were all really really fun ! And of course, not to mention the leeches, mosquito bites and bruises we sustained. But still. It was really awesome . And I love 3A ! We got the best class award. I think we deserved it for being so supportive of each other and enthusiastic all the way . And of course, for cleaning up the boys toilets on the last day. -.- Honestly. Guys should learn to be a little cleaner . The pictures ..well, they're all up on facebook . So yeah . Anyway, when I reached home, i went staright to the toilet and hugged my toilet bowl . I missed it so so much, you know ! Then, of course, a nice long shower, clearing of bags, ranting to Mum about camp and the works . Went to sleep early that day `cause I was super tired. I don't even recall going to sleep actually :/ Anywaay, yesterday, met up with the debate team for discussion . Met Priyaa at the interchange and we made our way to the JE library . Ate at the cafe first, since we were real hungry . I was hungry, more like . Then went up to the fourth level . We all gathered at a table and began discussing. We set an alarm for focusing . We told ourselves that for 2 hours straight, we would talk about nothing but debate. But of course, that plan failed and after less than one hour, we began drifting out of the debate and into other topics. Then music took us all over. Priyaa was busy writing the lyrics of Adiyae Kolluthey. [He's her rock song ..] Mmhmm . ;P Me and Rohini learnt how to play the starting of "Yen Inniya Pon Nilaavae" on the guitar ! Vaitesswar taught us. Thanks lots ! ;D And seriously. Hats off to Vaitesswar man ! He plays different songs so well. He played "Nejukkul Peithidum" , "Vaarayo" , "Yen Inniya Pon Nilaavae" and "Love me tender" . And they sounded real nice you know ! We were singing along as he played. So, you would have realised that we didn't actually discuss two hours straight. Obviously . But we did do the important stuff and sorted our speeches out. Now we just have to work on them and practice more. Anyway, after that, Rohini had to leave for tution. So me, Priyaa, Venkat and Vaitesswar made our way down to the cafe . Again . Heh. Heyy ! The 'discussion' made us all hungry okaay ! So ate and then left for home . At that time, something happened . But honestly. It's just a trivial issue and I don't wish to make it a big one by writing about it here. So yeah. That was yesterday . I feel laaazy to go to school tomorrow. But then again, like I have a choice. Fooh; I actually posted soo much . Good , good . ;D Alrightty , gotta go now. Toodles .

All the way .

2010-01-24T14:07:00.004+08:00

["We're gonna make it all the way up; no matter what ."]

Important news: Commonwealth is going to debate against R.I in the qualifying rounds. *Hyperventilates* Okaay . Relax. CSS is gonna win . I don't care who says what . We are gonna give our best and we're gonna trash them like no one's business . We are definitely not going out in the qualifying rounds. No waaay . Anyways, yesterday went for dinner with family. We had a hot discussion on the debate topic. I was practically shouting . And the family sitting behind ours was an Indian one and one of the fella there looked R.I-ish. Whatever lahh. I didn't care, I just went on shouting . Today, going to Abbas Bro's house to visit. `Cause he's leaving for NZ tomorrow. So yeah . Hmmm . That's all I have to post actually. Oh, very hungry. Okayy, gonna eat . Ciao.

Broken glass pieces ;

2010-01-22T20:28:00.004+08:00

[Even if you manage to fit the broken pieces together in place,
it'll never be the same glass it used to be .]

Whew . The week's over and I'm really tired. Yesterday was e-learning day. I expected something tedious for the Geog assignment from the way my Geog teacher talked about it. But it was pretty okay. We were supposed to do a report and powerpoint on one of the given earthquakes. I did on the 2004 Tsunami. So I was looking through the videos of that tsunami and OMFG, it was really really incredible. As in, the waves and its impact was really amazing. I was watching it all open-mouthed, with awe . There was this particular one, "2004 Boxing Day Tsunami". Go youtube it and you'll know what I mean by AMAZING . Just imagine, the great impact water can cause. Tsssk . Anywaay, I quite enjoyed doing the assignment for Geog. At least it was interesting. Today, well, nothing much actually . Had NPCC today and I was pissed off with something/someone which I don't wish to mention here. So yeah . For half of PT, I was like damn angry and pissed. Then when we started playing Captain's Ball, I went back into normal mood . It was a really fun game. (: OH. And one more thing, Mrs.T told us that five of us were selected for the debate competition . Honestly, I am quite looking forward to it . I hope we'll give out best and work as a team to pull through this. It'll be great if we could make it at least to the semi finals `cause it'll really bring pride to our school and we can prove to people that we can make the difference. Apparently, CSS hasn't won this competition in the past 9 years or so ? So yeah . I hope we'll make the change; I have the confidence . I know we can do this . So to the five of us, we'd better take this seriously and prove ourselves . At least, to safeguard our pride..Can? ;D Alrightts . Gotta go now. Adios.

Ramblings.Babbles.Rants; okay you get it .

2010-01-20T18:50:00.003+08:00

[I wanna be lying down and watching the stars ;]

Good news - No need to go to school tomorrow ! I love Commonwealth (: As much as they give work load, they also do give rest when it's needed. So I can sleep more tommorrow, no need to wake up at 5 . Also , the level camp's nearing. It's in another 6 days . I'm really excited for it ! And we're the first batch to go JB for our level camp . Cool or what ? The best part of it all is that it's gonna be 3 days of FUN and not School.Homework.Stress. Now that's something I really look forward to. A release from all this mental torture ! I'm trying really hard but I can't grasp Emath. It's weird but I seem to understand Amath better . Physics is okay except for the graphs part. I love Biology though. Both the class I'm in and the lessons . So yeah. Besides that, I seem to be coping up fine. So far so good, that is . Just wait till the Mid Year prep starts . It'll be ten times the pressure now . And I can't imagine the case for the EOYs. Oh God , please have some mercy on us . Anywaaay, heading to the court to play badminton with Bro now. So gotta ciao . (:

RAIN ;

2010-01-19T17:38:00.005+08:00

[And I'm still waiting for the rain to pour down ;]

So the day went past quite slow actually . Had PE today which was tiring, but still way better than the last lesson. Was made to do push ups for "not paying attention" while he was droning . I answered his question correctly but he still made me do. Whatever. I don't really care. By the time I got to Physics lesson, I was already half asleep. And so was the rest of the class. It's not that the lesson was boring or anything, it was just really hard to stay awake. And try as I might, I couldn't. Geography and Bio was over in a blur. Most of the time was spent zoning out. So obviously, whatever was taught today after recess, it just didn't go into my head. Haiz . I should really try to stay focused. And for that, I'll need more rest. More sleep. Sighh . Just the sound of it is so pleasant right ? SLEEEP . SLEEEP . SLEEEP . Okay, enough. Sekali I fall asleep on my keyboard. Anywaaay, the days are getting hotter and hotter. Sheesh . I want rain ! Rain makes you wanna sleep. Again about sleeping . Okay, I want night rain ! I miss rain and I love rain. Rainy days make you feel all daydreamy. And comfortable . I WANT RAAAIIN ! Alrightty, gotta ciao now. Got tution. Adios .

Walking down the road of life;

2010-01-18T20:56:00.006+08:00

[The path down the road ain't gonna be easy, but in the end, we'll pull through; It's gonna be one long, cold night.]

Wow, looks like I haven't been blogging for a week. Sooo let's see. The weekdays have been running fast and I hardly have time for anything else besides homwork. And mind you , I'm not really pleased about it. It's always like, Home.Lunch.Homework.Bathe.Dinner.Comp.Sleep. Pfft . I start homework at four and end at seven. Yes, 3 bloody hours of homework-ing. But, whatever. If this is going to help prepare us for the BIG you-know-what, then so be it. You know, I've been hearing the "you-know-what" for like so many times already in just these 3 weeks that I'm so gonna stop using it and call it the you-know-what from now onwards. Every teacher is going ,"O-levels..blahblah..O-levels..blahblah..and did I say O-levels?" It's like they're trying to scare us. Well, maybe they are . So that we'd work harder. But still. It's not like as if we don't already have so much pressure loaded on top of our heads. Anyway, I'd like to say something. It's general; meant for all actually. We all know by now that sec3 is a very important year, especially for the express students. We're gonna have to work real hard. No more slacking. I may sound like some idiotic mugger with no life who's trying to give advice. I don't care what you think. But seriously , it's important. Think about it. What we do now, is gonna affect our future. In a small way, at least. Yes, having fun is part of life and we MUST have fun. But what's more important is balance. Alot of crap is gonna happen this year. I have a gut feeling. But whatever happens, I just hope we all stay focused on what we're in sec3 for. Don't let things get to you. Don't let it ruin your happiness and whatever happens, stay strong and calm. It's an important year people, don't let your oppurtunity to do well slip by. Yes, the you-know-what is really really important to all of us. I know I just said that teachers should stop scaring us about it. And now, I'm like ranting about it myself. But honestly, we can't deny that it's the goal we're all working towards. So yeah. I just hope you guys know what you'll are doing. Cut all the crap already , 2 years of drama was enough.

Alrightty, gotta ciao now. Adios ;

[It's easier to forgive an enemy than to forgive a friend .]

Colours ;

2010-01-09T18:03:00.000+08:00

HEYYO. ;D
I've survived the first week at school ; wow.
Well, okay. I'm liking my class better.
I guess they are a pretty funny bunch of people. (:
And I like my subject teachers as well.
The homework pressure hasn't started yet.
Not that I'm eagerly anticipating it or anything, just that I think it'll be better to be prepared for the wave of torture. Mainly because, I don't deal well with stress.
Tuition's going to begin next week.
And then it'll be the routine again: School.Homework.Tuition.CCA and so on.
Speaking of CCA, had NP yesterday.
And I'm glad to say our unit has earned a silver. Weird isn't it, seeing how slack we were.
Had campcraft yesterday. Learned new stuff.
Monday's the release of 'O' level results.
Whether my bro is nervous or not, I definitely am. Don't ask me why, because I don't know.
Bro and Dad have gone to MY and will be back tomorrow night.
Till then the computer's all mine. Muahahah .
Alright, gotta ciao.

DAY 1 at School ;

2010-01-04T17:15:00.000+08:00

HEYHO;D

First day back at school. Not so bad, I'd say. I still don't like the class arrangement and the new timetable and lesson slots are complete crap . But whatever, we don't have a choice, do we? I can already feel the tension looking at the subjects printed on the timetable. I know I'l lhave to work extra hard if I want to pull through the year with good grades. I'll definitely have to mugg away, that's for sure. Not many ex-classmates in my new class now. But nevermind, I'm sure I'll make new friends. Of course, I'll never forget my 2/1 peeps and the memories I've shared with them; being in the same class for 2 years. I still miss and love 2/1. But we can't always have want we want right? So yeah. I shall just learn to live with it. Rashidha isn't sharing any lessons with me. That's sad, but still , I'm sure we'll be close friends no matter what. (: So yeah . That's about all for day one at school. I hope the year turns out well..And with just a bit of luck , they might forego the whole C.H.A.M.P.I.O.N.S class plan once they realise that no one's happy with it and that it isn't going to work. Heh , alrightts. Gotta run, adios .

Schooooooool ,

2010-01-03T14:07:00.000+08:00

HELLO(:

School's starting tomorrow. Though I hate the new class system that the school has come up with, I'm still looking forward to going to school. Mainly because I want to see all the people I haven't seen for the past one and a half months. But then again, I wish they'd change the class system. Honestly, it's crap. Whoever came up with this whole idea must have lost their sanity during the holidays. But, oh well , there's nothing we can do about it. It's already fixed so we might as well learn to live with it. I have no idea who is in my class. I guess I'll just have to find out at school. I'm meeting Rashidha on my way to school. We have lots to catch up on. We've talked over the phone, of course. But still, it's not like talking in person. (: Am going to play badminton with Bro later. God, I think I've gained weight over the holidays. Damn . Will have to find time for exercise during the weekends now that school is going to start. Starting from tomorrow, there'll be no more late night movies and computer during the weekdays. Haiz . Alright, got to go now. Ciao ;

Fresh start ;

2010-01-02T17:34:00.000+08:00

`HEYHO:D

Got myself a new skin. I like it. Do comment on it yeahs? Alright, gotta run. Ciao peeps.

REFLECTIONS ;

2009-12-31T16:23:00.000+08:00

Heyyos :D
It's New Year's Eve and I've got some reflecting to do.
So here goes;
I guess 2009 was pretty much well..eventful.
Loads of things have happened this year.
Let's take a look back. (In no order whatsoever.)
- President Obama was elected as the first black President, which was waaay cool (:
- H1N1 took its toll, damn .
- Mas Selamat was caught .
- LTTE was caught after 30 long years .
- And of course, not to forget MJ's untimely demise which was really saddening .
These are just global happenings.
Personally, I feel that this year hasn't been really great for me.
Yes, there were great times as well. But on the whole, the year wasn't awesome.
I am really looking forward to a better year, so I'll definitely welcome 2010 with open arms. (:
As for resolutions, I haven't really made up anything.
But I don't believe that making up resolutions is the important thing.
To me, setting our hearts and minds to a particular aim and pursuing it is far more important.
And that, I hope to follow.
Alrightt then, HAPPY NEW YEAR peeps and partaayy away ! ;D

`Chaah !

2009-12-30T13:52:00.001+08:00

A BIGG Hello ! ;D
Chaah Trip was simply awesome !
I miss all of them there, but still it's good to be back.
A great news for me though; they'll all be coming here! Chinese New Year I think. Can't wait!:D
Anywaay, took loads of pics there. Will upload some,

Lee tata & Rina tata (:

Ma & Rina tata .

Us girls. (: From left: Syahirah, Lee tata, Shena, Me and Rina tata.

Bro and us .

@Yong Peng. From left: Shena, Me, Syahirah and Bro.

Check out Lee tata's sexy look ! Wheewit ;D

Fun shot @ Bekok Dam. (:

Me & Lee tata (:

GO DAUKA ! ;P

Fooh, Dauka's car damn style siol !

Cheyy. Dauka's photography skills not bad uh .

The whole family ! :D

Clockwise from the top:

Syahirah, Dauka, Shena, Aunt & Uncle, Boy ka, Lee tata and Ma .

2009-11-23T12:22:00.000+08:00

I SO WANNA WATCH PARANORMAL ACTIVITY !
Gahh.
Okaay, I don't know why I posted this. Just felt like it.
But the damn movie is rated NC16.
I hope I can sneak in with Bro. lol.
Heeh, that's all yo;
Ciao.

Updates;

2009-11-22T19:04:00.000+08:00

FIQAH's Shoutout Of The Day;

"I'M BOSLEY!!"

Hohoho. ;P

`Hola Amis! :D

Guess what inspired that shoutout?

lol. It's "WHOSE LINE IS IT ANYWAY" which I'm currently addicted to watching.

God, that show is freaking hilarious! You guys should check it out sometime. (:

Anywaays, Birthday was a blast !

Thank you to all those who had wished me. Really appreciate it.

Bro got me this lovely silver necklace and $10. (:

Mum and Dad bought me a gold bracelet and $50 .

AND on top of that, they got me a red crumpler which I am so in love with.

We went to Swensons for Ice cream.

It was really embarassing.

They brought in that birthday ice cream with the candle and all that.

And all of them were like, staring.

I quickly blew the flame away. God.

Then after ice creams, went for dinner.

I'm really excited about the 25thNov trip to MY.

I'm going to be staying there for one whole month ! :D

All cousins are going to be meeting there on the 25th.

It's going to be a damn awesome trip !

Can't wait. Can't wait. (:

I don't know if I'll get the chance to blog before I go off.

But well, if I don't, then just know that I've left already.

Alrightty, gotta be going off now.

Till the next time I post, Au revoir! (:

Ciao.

And awaaay we go;

2009-11-15T14:20:00.000+08:00

`HELLO ! (:

Okaay, there's alot of stuff that has happened but I won't be listing them all.

Simple reason- I'm laaazy. Heh.

Bro's damn 'O's are overr yaww! ;D

Why am I happy about it?

`Cause now I can play computer all I like; no more disturbance to him! ;P

Went for class chalet on thursday; it was awesome, really!

Met up with Nila and Rashidha at clementi interchange and headed towards pasir ris.

Well, being us, we started crapping around in the mrt and sliding in the seats.lol.

We reached pasir ris park and Yi Fei came with Wei Ping to fetch us.

We lazed about and camwhored awhile in the chalet.

Played cards and pass the parcel with music blasting away. Hehs.

HAHA. That's us. Umm, some of them are missing in the pic though. ;P

Okaay, then we decided to walk to down the park to this restaurant for lunch.

But it wasn't halal.

So me, Nila and Rashidha decided to go to Elias Mall's MAC and have lunch.

Songlin wanted to follow, so we four took a cab to the mall.

Ate real quick and rushed back in a cab to the park.

Met up with the group and decided to rent bicycles.

We rode all the way to wild wild wet as a group, despite the rain.

LOL, but it was really fun to ride in the rain.

And Vincent just couldn't help shouting out. Haha.

Then I and Rashidha rode back to the park, returned the bikes and got ourselves drinks.

Then we strolled down the playground.

There, we starting playing on the swings like little kids.

But it was fun. :D

Then we went back to the chalet and washed up.

In a while, the rest of the group came back.

Rashidha and I had to leave so we said our goodbyes and went back.

That was the chalet day.lol.

Oh. Today is Divya's birthday.

And the girl's fourteeen! so;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DIVYA! :D

Enjoy your day yeah? (:

Tomorrow, I'm going to Malaysia! `WOOTS. (:

But it's not a long trip though, I'll be back on the 19th.

Then after council camp, I'll be going away to MY for one whole month ! Omg, I'm damn excited. :D

What I really look forward to is spending Raya Haji with my cousins there.

God, we're gonna rock the house down man! It's gonna be real fun, Heeh.

Okay, I'm off to do some last minute packing now.

Adios, peeps. (:

Just a habit, no big deal.

2009-11-10T11:20:00.000+08:00

Hola peeps!
Yesterday's Tamil lesson was pretty alright.
She treated us pizza and all that.
Of course, she gave us homework along with that too.
Fooh, I think I'm going to have to bring it all with me to Malaysia if I want to finsh that whole stack.
Anyway, after class, I talked with Divya, well, about stuff.
I hope we cleared everything out.
Even if we didn't, I hope things would go back to normal.
She's still my friend, no matter what.
That's all I have to say about it.
Oh,oh! And her birthday's coming. (:
Speaking of which, my birthday is also coming. lol.
I keep dropping hints to my brother about what I want.
Haha, I hope he got the message, though.
Damn, I'm so bad. :P
Had a heated debate about smoking with Hussain Bro a few days back.
Lucky thing was, we were both suporting the same side; The smoking-is-good-for-nothing side.
`Cause if he were argueing against me, he was sure to win. Haiz.
But thank god, I have brothers who don't smoke.
And I would like to state some of the issues about smoking, here in my post.
First of all, I don't see why people would want to smoke, when they already know it's just bad for health.
Are they like, brainless or something to not be able to see that smoking has no benefits ?
They say that with about 2000 [or was it 7000?] chemicals rushing into your system when you smoke, it'll keep you awake and going.
But honestly, if that's what they want, there's always caffeine right?
You can always grab a can of coke or get some coffee. Why smoke?
And can't they see that they're just wasting money by smoking.
Okay. To make things clearer, let's put it this way.
Let's say a smoker smokes one pack every five days, [yeah riiiight. But nevermind, let's just take the minimum.] he would spend about [taking the cheapest ciggarette price] say, $7-$8 every five days. So, in one month, he would spend about $42-$48. In a year, it'll be $504-$576. Just look at it. And this is just the least.
Just imagine what you can do with that amount of money every year.
Go take a look at the statistics on the net. Goddamn.
And smoking, besides being an expensive habit, is not an easy habit to kick.
Forget the money, what about smokers' health ?
This habit is just going to kill them one day.
And it's not like as if smokers don't know this.
They know and yet, they still do it. And that is what I can't understand.
Why are smokers willing to sacrifice their health and money, just to get high with smoking ?
I really don't get it.
But then again, we can only say.
To smoke or not, is an individual's choice.
But I hope, they'll just think about it and one fine day the lightbulbs, that had been blown for so many years in their heads, suddenly go 'TING!" and they all realise that they is actually no point in smoking and they all quit this habit.
But then, I know it wouldn't happen.
That's all peeps.
Ciao.

THIS IS IT. :D

2009-11-04T18:50:00.000+08:00

Omg, omg. Just got back after watching THIS IS IT!
Woah, it was awesome mann. :D Seriously. I just can't help thinking how much more awesome it would have been if it had been staged live, as planned. It's sad you know.
Now that I've seen the behind the scenes of the show, I can sense what a loss it is, not to have been able to make it real. To make MJ's dream real. His final show.
Fcuk cardiac arrests. Damn, I hate them.
But I understand that death is inevitable. Though I still don't understand why God has to part good souls from amongst us, I'm learning to cope with it. So yeah.
He's gone. But he'll live on, inside all his fans' hearts. Period.
Anyway, met Rashidha at the interchange at one. Then had lunch at MAC.
After that, made our way to the cineplex. We hung around for awhile and camwhored in the toilet. lol. But, I'm laaazy to put up the pics. Some other time, maybe. (:
Finally, went into the hall. Sat right at the back.
They played MJ's songs while waiting for the movie to start.
And this small boy was super cute; he ran right into the hall and began dancing cool moves to MJ's Jam. Haha. Really cute, you know!
Then the movie began.
I think I was the only one screaming and cheering and singing along. Maybe there were people, but I didn't hear them. These two kids and a group of guys did scream now and then. So yeah. :D
The rest of them were simply dead. lol.
Maybe they were just too attracted by the music and the beauty of it all that they were too pre occupied to make noise. ;P
I'm telling you guys again, it was friggin awesome! It was the footage of his rehearsals for the THIS IS IT concert taken at the staples center. It was really cool to watch them work out everything for the show. And then there was Michael, trying to do everything in his calm manner. In the middle of the movie, there were some of the participants' talking about how they felt about the whole thing and about working with Michael. Most importantly, there was his performances of the following songs ! OMG, that was the whole awesome part!!
1. 'Wanna be startin' something.
2. Jam.
3. Can't stop loving you.
4. Human Nature.
5. Man in the mirror.
6. What have I done.
7. Smooth Criminal (Omg, this was friggin cool!)
8. They don't really care about us.
9. I'll be there.
10. Thriller (This was really awesome as well!)
11. Beat it.
12. Billie Jean. (GAHHH! :DD)
13. Heal the World.
And so much more. Some of which I've missed out/can't recall/don't know the name of.
But really, it was uber awesome ! (:
I miss MJ, I still do. But at the end of the movie, it was written,
Love lives forever.
I know it will and MJ is love, so MJ will live forever. (:
That's all peeps.
Ciao.

Flooded (:

2009-11-03T20:46:00.001+08:00

HOLA YAW ! (;
I`m damn happy, for several reasons.

1. I`ve gotten into the class I wanted!! And the friggin best part is that all the friends I wanted to see in the same class as me next year are soo there! Omg, omg ! I`m really happy ! (:
2. I`m gonna watch THIS IS IT tomorrow! Omg, doesn't that simply scream AWESOME with a capital A ? OMFG ! I'm super excited. I'd bet I won't stop bouncing in my seat and stop screaming in the cinema tomorrow ! ;P
3. I so can't wait to go Malaysia and see all my cousins ! OMG ! :D

I think I'll die of excitement ! ;P Seriously.
Actually I don't have much to post, but yeah. Felt like updating something. lol.
But don't worry, I'll definitely update tomorrow.
`Cause I just have to rant about how the show was! :D
What else? Oh yeah, you guys just have to go check out Dane Cook's stand up comedies!
Haha. They're really funny! Especially the one on cheating! Omg, that was a riot! ;P
And yeah, do listen to Nick Pitera's A Whole New World on youtube.
It's hard to believe, but he sang the female part of the song himself too! Omg.
And it's not those screechy voice guys sing in when they're trying to sing a girl's part.
It sounds just like a girl. Seriously. That's like, woah.
You won't believe it when watching, but it's really his goddamn voice !
Okaay, that's enough babbling for today.
Ciao, peeps . (:

2/1♥

2009-11-01T18:25:00.000+08:00

♥Twoone`ohnine so rocks! ;D
I love all of them, really.
I think we've all been a great big family through thick and thin and I'm really glad I was part of 2/1 `09. Although we'll be going in seperate ways, you people will forever be inside of me. (:
I really want to thank you guys for everything. So I shall use this oppurtunity to do that.
Hmm, let's go by index number, yeah ?

1.ANGIE- Thank you so much for being a such dear. And once again, thanks for the gift!(:

2.JOO YEE- Ah, the class chairwoman! Thank you so much for everything. We know how much you've went through for all of us and I really appreciate it.

3.ELAINE- Thanks you for being a bubbly character and cheering the class all the way.

4.KELLY- Thanks for being a friend.

5.JOEY TAN- Thank you darling, for everything. The fun times we had with all the horny talk and stuff. And also, for being there. Love you, girl.

6. JOEY TAY- Thanks for being a friend.

7. YEMIN- Just like Elaine, thank you for being supportive of the class at all times.

8.LINA- Thanks for being a sweet friend cum horny partner. ;P

9. MAISARAH- Thanks for being a friend.

10. NILA- Ahh, my dear dear pundek. ;P Thank you for being there for me. Hopefully, we'll meet in sec 3. Even if we don't, just do remember that I'll never forget the awesome times I've shared with you. Ily.

11. RASHIDHA- Haha, I don't have to say about this darling. My all-time bestie and cuzzie! All those memorable moments I've shared with you shall forever be within me. Thank you for being there for me at all times. Ily.

12. ZHI MING- My fellow hyper partner, I love you loads man! You've always made my day with your rants and spastic doings. Will never forget you, dear.

13. STEPHANIE- Thanks for being a friend.

14. It's me. Skiiiip. ;P

15. XIN HUI- Thanks for being a friend, and of course cooking partner ;P

16. XIU ZHEN- Thanks for being a friend.

17. KING YAN- Thanks for being on't know much about you guys, but still. Thanks for being part of the class and working together with us, yeah?

18. QIAN YI- Hey sexaayy! ;P Anywaays, thank you for being such a dear friend and being my les partner. lol. I'll never forget all those horny times. Love you, babe.

19 and 20. JUN WEI and SHAO JIE- I don't know you guys much, but still, thanks for being part of 2/1 !

21. SONGLIN- Ah yes, my dear lan jiao! Thank you for being a really good buddy and despite all those stupid comments from you, I think you're still a great friend ! Will miss you deyy.

22. JOSHUA- `lil green frog! ;P okaay, sorry. But yeah, thanks for being a good friend.

23. WEI PING- I haven't got to know you much and all, but still. The random jokes of yours during class were really entertaining. lol. Thanks for being part of the 2/1 family.

24. JUN HIN- I don't know you much too. But still, thank you for doing alot of the class.

25. YI FEI- Sec 1 chairman! lol. Thank you for playing a part in bringing the class together and of course, for being a friend.

26 and 27. HOU WEN and JIA CHONG- I don't know you guys much, but still you guys were friends to me. (:

28. LIN WIN- I think only recently, I got to know you better. Still, thanks for being a friend.(:

29. SHAFIQ- Thanks for being a good friend.

30. HARISH- Thanks for being a friend.

31. YEE JIAN- Thanks for being a friend and getting the class all cheery with your incessant jokes.

32. VENKAT- Thanks for being a good friend.

33.IRVIN- Thanks for being a friend. And oh, for all those archie comics too ! ;P

34. KAI XIANG- I guess you've been pretty noisy and all, but still. Thanks for being a great help with IT stuff. (:

35. CHUNG LOK- Mr.Vice-Chair, thanks for helping in the bringing up of the class. And for being a friend too!

36. US VAITESSWAR- Thanks for the help with studies and all. Cheers for topping the level! You've brought pride to 2/1 yeah? (:

37. VINCENT- Vincent! Thanks for being a good pal! And for helping with my Chem! Hopefully, we meet in sec 3!(:

38. PUI BOON- Yo ! My beating partner! lol. Okaay la, sorry for all those times I've hit you. For fun, only. ;P But still, you were a great friend to know!

39 and 40. GUANG HAN and ZHU YU- You guys are really funny when put together. lol. Thanks for being friends yeah? (:

There! The whole of 2/1. My family for 2 years.

I'll really miss all of them. I'll miss being in a class with all of them.

I hope to meet you guys in sec 3 yeah? (:

Do take care. Treasure the last 2 days that we'll be in a class together, kay?

Syafiqah loves y'll. ♥

blah blah blah.

2009-10-31T23:13:00.038+08:00

What’s your current mood?
-HYPED UP YAWW ! ;D
Who do you miss right now?
-Malaysia cuzzies.
What’s going on around you?
-Bro's mugging. Dad's showering. Mum's in the hall, digging her nose. heh, kidding laar.
How long have you been up?
-Geez, Idk.
Did you watch the news?
-Yeah, part of it.
Where do you wish you were right now?
-At the beach, star gazing.
Did you work today?
-If you call printing out your portfolio working, then hell yeah.
Are you afraid of the dark?
- Not really.
What’s your biggest fear?
-I haven't figured that one out yet.
What color is your underwear?
-God. I forgot. Gotta check later.
What color(s) are your shoes?
-Not wearing.
What color(s) is your shirt?
-Black.
What color(s) are your pants?
-Black.
What is the date?
-311009
What is the year?.

-`ohnine
What is the day?

-Saturdaaaay.
What is the month you were born in?
-November and it rocks my arse.
What year were you born in?
-`95.
What is your zodiac sign?
-Scorpio.
What is your lucky number(s)?
-None.
Where are you right now?
-Bro's room.
Are you excited about any thing?
-Hell yeah. About going to Malaysia.
What can you not wait for?
-Fcuk you. About going to Malaysia!!
Are you sleepy?
-Hell no. I'm HYPAAA!
How many people have you called today?
-Three, I think.
What are you drinking right now?
-Nothing.
What are you eating right now?
-Nothing.
Are you crying?
-Obviously not. I wouldn't be doing this survey if I was crying, you smartass.
Are you afraid?
-Of whuut?
Are you happy?
-Yesh.
Are you mad at any one right now?
-Hell yeah.
Do you believe in a higher being?
-Yes.
Do you believe in Satan?
-Yes.
Do you worship Satan?
-Naww.
Do you think he is good or bad?
-Bad. Duh-uh.
How many times have you cried today?
-None.
What made you cry the first time?
-Skiiip.
What are you thinking right now?
-About when to go watch THIS IS IT. Omg, omg !
Do you hate being asked the same question three times?
-I'm impatient, FYI.
Do you hate being asked the same question three times?
-God. You're retarded.
Do you hate being asked the same question three times?
-Okay, skiiip.
If you could have one wish what would it be?
-That all I wish for comes true. ;P
Okay fine you can have one more:
-Don't want.
Are you in love?
-No waaay.
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
-Nope.
What time is it?
-11.32pm
Why don’t pigs fly?
-`Cause they're heavy and don't have wings ! GODD.
Did you like this survey?
-Yeah, it was totally random.
What is your favorite month?
-November! (:
What is your favorite holiday?
-Year End December holidays. ;P
What is your favorite season?
-Depends on the mood.

You know nothing ,

2009-10-31T22:06:00.000+08:00

Hola Peeps! (:
I'm in a friggin good mood today. Suprisingly, after what happened yesterday.
Okaay, updates. The Ubin camp was cool.
We got splitted into groups with students from other schools. Made some new friends. (:
Rock Climbing, Maze, Rafting and the Night games was fun. (:
Especially RAFTING ! Especially when the waves came and rocked our raft!
Haha, omg. We got damn wet, but whatever. It was fun. ;D
The night games were great. Rashidha's group and my group combined.
And this malay fella from Rashidha's group..I think his name is Hafiq was damn damn funny.
He kept cracking jokes. LOL.
Then on our trip back, we ate the shyiok-est nasi lemak at Changi Jetty. Sedap, bodoh. ;D
The next day I was too lazy to go to school.
But well, there was the Champion's Challenge booth to manage.
So dragged myself to school.
Good thing I went I guess, it was pretty fun.
Then had drama rehearsal till 7. 'Cause it was the last rehearsal before the actual drama.
Yesterday got back report books. I was pleased with my results.
Maybe the positioning could have been better, but still. I think I did quite well.
So, cheers. (;
But I was hurt and angry with what SOMEONE said.
Seriously. If you don't know what's happening, you should shut the hell up.
Sensible enough right? But apparently, SOME people just can't shut their bloody big mouths up.
They think they know everything. Well, they don't.
I'm happy with my results. And I know I owe my brother BIG time.
Only I know how much my brother has done for me.
And I happen to know him better than you do. So eff off.
Like Rashidha said, not all five fingers are the same.
Don't judge people if you don't know about them.
I guess I shouldn't have let it get to me.
But nevermind, my mood improved when we went to get ready for drama.
Though, I have to thank these people for being there.
Rashidha.Venkat.Nila.Songlin.Joey.ZhiMing.
Thank you guys.
Wore a sari for the first time in my life yesterday :O
Goddamn. It's really embarassing having a teacher tie a sari for you. Seriously.
Then all those make up. God. A village girl? No way.
Then Karthik and Ganesh prep talked awhile.
After that, we had to go down to the hall.
The drama went pretty smoothly I think.
Karthik and Ganesh said it was great and all. Then we took some pics together.
After that, went to change and returned home.
At night, went for a walk with Bro and Mum.
While playing badminton with Bro, talked and laughed about the Deeparaya concert with both of them. Omg, hadn't laughed like that in ages. ;D
I laughed until I couldn't even hold the racquet properly. lols.
Today was pretty much nothing. I worked on my Council Portfolio.
Yeah, that's about all.
I so wanna go watch THIS IS IT one of these days. Omg, omg.
Hmm..maybe I'll go with Nila and Rashidha. ;D
Okays, gotta ciao now.
Adios.
[Once again, I love God.]

I love God.

2009-10-25T12:07:00.000+08:00

Yesterday`s health carnival was awesome :D
Went to school with Rashidha.
She told me about this unexpected incident with this guy.
Haha, I couldn`t stop laughing man.
First, headed to the Homecons room to help out with the jellies our class was making.
Then went to the hall for some briefing.
After that, we were left to get ready for the carnival.
The finger like projection thingy was damn cool; I went to squeeze it. ;P
Anywaaays, for the first couple of hours, was just crapping around with Rashidha, Vincent, LinWin and some others.
Then me, Rashidha and LinWin went to do our duty at the Redemption booth.
There was this damn cute & damn fat bear that LinWin kept insisting was his. LOL.
Then crapped crapped crapped more.
After that, Rashidha and I decided to join Venkat and Shafiq in the promoting of our jellies.
Hehe, we were walking around with the jellies on a trolley and the big board, screaming.
"2/1 jelly, two dollar!" hahaha.
We forced alot of people to buy. LOL.
Then, Rashidha bought coupons for the carnival.
Then we roamed about, looking for stuff to buy.
Then I had to go for the hip hop dancing thingy. Rashidha followed.
Lina got soo high during the dance. haha. She`s damn cute.
Omg, Ms.Rachel can DANCE, man! She`s like super flexible and just super AWESOME !
We cheered and screamed for her. lol.
Then me and Rashidha went down to our class booth.
We just crapped around with Vincent, Songlin, Zhi Ming, Nila and the others.
Then we played some games.
After that, Vincent used Rashidha`s last $1 coupon to dedicate a song to the whole of 2/1.lol.
Boom Boom Pow! God, when they announced it, we screamed like hell, man. haha.
Then they played the song and I got carried away by the beat. lol.
Soon after, the rest of the class arrived and we began packing up.
Then we got nothing to do. So Venkat, Shafiq, Maii, Nila, Rashidha and I played heartattack.
Then the chinese boys began to throw a bear up the blowing thingy.
The bear shot into the air, flying. haha. Damn cool la.
Then we went to the hall.
After prize presentation, we were dismissed.
Overall, I think 2/1 did great! Three cheers for us, yeah? (:
In the evening, got ready to go to the mosque.
Dad says I look different in tudung. Really meh? I don`t see a difference. ;P
In the mrt, I saw this guy who had tatooed all over his bald head. It was damn cool la. lol.
We got down at tanjong pagar and went to the Palmer road mosque.
Omg, I love that mosque man. It sooo queit, and well, peaceful.
It has a strange calming effect and I love it.
First, Bro and I fed the pigeons. Then we went upstairs and lit up the joss sticks.
Then we prayed in the room for awhile. We stayed there until after maghrib.
After asking the Imam for blessings, we left.
After that, we went for dinner at the railway station. It was a cool place.
I felt like I was at Malaysia. lol.
Talked with family while eating. At 9+, left for home.
Today morning, I struggled to wake up. Was damn tired.
Later will be going to get some stuff for camp with Bro and Mum.
There`s drama practice tomorrow.
At least, there`s something to do tomorrow.
I realise that I haven`t been appreciating God for all that He has given me.
But now, I want to do that.
Thank you God, for blessing me with a great family, loving people who surround me all the time, even in times of need. I`m really grateful to Him for giving me all I want and ask for. I love God. (:
[P.S: That was a damn long post.lol.]

tuning out.

2009-10-23T20:15:00.000+08:00

HEY HO :D
I`m in a super good mood today. But I don`t know why.
I thought I`m supposed to be PMS-ing. lol.
Tommorow`s the health carnival. I so can`t wait.
I think our class has got the best booth of the carnival; the redemption booth. haha.
Spent most of today`s lessons wrapping the remaining gifts for tommorrow and helping paint the posters. Hopefully, tommorrow turns out to be a success.
Cheers, 2/1ers. I think we`ve done a great job so far, yeah?
I`m so gonna miss all the classmates who don`t end up in the same class as me.
But still, I love y`all. (:
Today`s drama practice was damn hilarious. Omg, Karthik is super funny :D hahaas.
I had to keep stiffling back my laughter.
Reahersal was pretty cool.
I think we`re going to do pretty well, actually, put all our playful-ness and laughter aside.
Thing is, my costume is a sari. And I don`t have a clue how to wear a sari. God, save me.
Tuesday and Wednesday there`s ATC camp.
I`m almost done packing.
I hear Ubin`s scary. God, I hope so. The thrills and chills..this gotta be good ! haha.
So yeah, I`m excited. :D
Bro`s BIG 'O's are here. I really want him to do well. I know he will.
I`ve been testing him his notes, re-writing his corrections to make him do again..
And of course, not to mention the numerous tips and advice I`ve been giving him. lol.
I must have really sounded like some grandma.
Or older sister, more like.
But whuutever. Suprisingly enough, he didn`t say anything to shut me up.
He just listened on.
I guess the exam stress does that to you, huh? You just need all the help you can get.
And I`ll be there.
I`ll be there throughout, for my brother, no matter what.
Because duh. He`s my one and only brother.
Aww, so sweet right? Yeah, yeah whatever.
All the best for the Os, Bro! You can do it, I know. (:
He`s having some study partner over today at home. They`ll be doing like this midnight marathon, studying till tommorrow 5 o`clock.
AND They`ll be mugging away in MY room.
My room is too cramped up, says Bro.
Haiz. Sometimes, the things you have to sacrifice..for your sibling to do well..
Ah, nevermind.
But woah. I don`t think I`ll be doing stuff like that.
I know I can`t stay awake throughout the night.
Sleep is way too precious and important. ;D
Anyways, I`m addicted to Hasili Fisiliye from Aadhavan.
The song so rocks. :D

[Oh. And a random fact: I wish cancer would just get lost. Screw cancer, seriously.]

Babbles.

2009-10-22T16:08:00.000+08:00

Omg, omg. Today was damn FUNNN.
We had 3 whole free periods. 3 whole hours, with nothing to do.
Actually 3 and a half, if you count the first half an hour.
Ohmygod. So guess whuut we did.
Oh yeah! Gather around and play funny games. Haahaas.
First it started out with me, Nila and Rashidha playing that beat-the-hand thingy.
We hit each others' hands until it was all red. LOL. Oooh, RED huh, Nila? ;P
Anywaaay, I whacked Nila`s hand until she got this bloodclot thing.
hahhahaahah. Sorrryyyy, Nila. lol.
Then some boys wanted to arm wrestle. We didn`t play.
`Coz our hands were burning. Yes, BURNING.
Then after my hands cooled down, I played it with Vincent.
Omg, he whack super hard la. Pain seyh.
LinWin even worse, he whack like nobody`s business. Of course, I whacked back. ;P
Until we both decided to give up. lol.
Then Me, Rashidha, Vincent, Nila, Venkat and Shafiq all gather and play heartattack.
Then later, LinWin, Joey, Xin Hui, King Yan, Yi Fei all join in. haha.
OH. I hereby declare that the best forfeit of the year(for heartattack) is to make the loser spread their arms on the table and all the others gather round and whack the loser`s arms all they want, for ten seconds. haha.
And guess who`s big idea was that?
MINE, thank you. ;P
Omg, I seriously pity Nila and LinWin. Their arms were bloody red!
After that we got bored of it and we all played Truth or Dare. Damn cool la.
Especially the dares. hahahaha.
Lina and Maii also joined in the game. We were making a hell lot of noise, but who cares? So fun.
After that our class went to help out with the wrapping of gifts for the redemption booth.
On the whole, it was a pretty enjoyable day. :D
The results, most of them, are out. I`m quite happy with them. So yeah.
Tomorrow got drama practice for the concert.
I think I`m going to enjoy this skit. It`s pretty fun; these practices, I mean.
I find going for this drama practice takes my mind off other, well, things.
I don`t understand, but whuutever.
I`m not going to think about it. Look where it led me to, the last time.
Omg, I can`t wait for the holidays.
I`m soo looking forward to it! And I bet Raya Haji with the cuzzies is going to be a blast!
Malaysia, I`m coming. I`m coming. (;

Survey randomness.

2009-10-20T16:16:00.000+08:00

So, what did you do yesterday?
-Nth much really. Just slack around.
Was the weather good?
-Yeah.
What hand do you hold your toothbrush in?
-Right i think.
Do you hold the toothpaste in the free hand?
-No.
Favorite gum?
-I forgot the name.
What shoe goes on first?
-God knows ! Anything will do.
Ever seen snails have sex?
-Do photos count ?
Ever seen a baby pigeon?
-Again, do photos count ?
Ever seen a wheelchair on the beach?
-Hmm. No.
What number do you live at?
-What do you mean, what number ?
How many belts do you have?
-Ehhh. Two or so ?
What does your myspace name Mean?
-Whuuut ?
Most used word?
-Hehe. You wouldn`t want to know.
Word you hardly use?
-Duno.
Funniest word you've head?
- Head ? Hahha. Now that`s funny.
Would you say your Chav or Emo?
- You talking in Eng ? Wth is Chav supposed to mean?
Last text received said:
-"Ok" (Bro)
Last reply said:
-"Buy me pancake on your way back."
Most of the texts in your inbox are from:
-Rashidha. lol.
Language you'd like to learn?
-French. Hahha, it seems like a pretty funny language to me. ;P
Worst thing to eat after brushing your teeth?
-I don`t know. Mint chewing gum ?
What do you hear now, exactly?
- Some lady on TV talking away.
Weirdest pet you've had?
-Hahhaa. I only owned a fish. And it died a week later. So yeah, you could call that weird.
All the pets you've had?
-Like I said, only a fish.
So, its winter but really hot...still go to the beach?
-Yeah. Why not ?
Pokemon or Digimon?
-Pokemon luhh.
Do you know the Pokemon theme tune off by heart?
-Hahaha. Yupp.
Do you hate it when old people call you 'dear'?
-I don`t mind really.
Favorite nickname?
-FIQAH! :D
Who called you it first?
-Ashraf Bro. (: Omg, I miss him.
Ever seen a cat cough up a hair ball?
-God, no. Don`t want to, either.
Favorite song ATM?
-You won`t believe it, but it`s unfaithful and taking back my love. lol.
Last time you went to hospital was because:
-Uncle kena accident.
Last time you went to hospital for your own need was:
-Uhhh. To remove this plastic thingy that went into my eye and made me keep tearing.

JALAN RAYA `09 :D

2009-10-19T16:27:00.000+08:00

This deepavali holiday was great. Friday, had ushering duty. Slacked alot with the others. Was fun, though. At night, watched Deepavali countdown. Sat, stayed home and watched movies. Then at night went for Mum's birthday dinner. Went Jalan Raya yesterday. Omg, was damn fun !Woke up today with aching heels. Haiz. Heheh. Tomorrow going Little India. Wed, ah well. I don`t wanna think about it. The results. Damn. Anyway, here are some of the group pics we took. Took alot, but lazy to upload all of them. So yeah.

Cheers ,

Baby nadia! LOL. Cute, rightt ?

Hehe. And we're all squashing Nila. ;P

MY IDEA, MY IDEA! Heeeheeehahahohoo.

Ahh..the rest, damn this stupid blogger. The pic uploader is super slow and laggy.

Whatever.

If you guys wanna see the pics, go facebook, can see.

Uhhh. And our stupid comments also. ;P

Gotta ciao now.

Bye peeps.

& I have to say...

2009-10-15T17:30:00.000+08:00

Okay, I have some things I want to say.
Lately, there has been well, I don`t know what you`d call it, but some awkward stuff that has been going on. I realise that there is fault on me as well. So , even if you guys aren`t going to talk it out , it doesn`t matter. I want to say that I`m sorry if I`d hurt/upset/confused/angered or whatever you. I hope things will be all right. Because I still love you guys as my friends, though there has been this awkward silence between us. [Because of some things that I got upset over.] God, I suck at asking forgiveness. But yeah, I hope you get the point. People make mistakes and I`ve done them too. Alot of them, actually. Mistakes, I mean. But well, I hope you guys will accept this.

[I`m sorry okay ?]

PARTAYY ! ;D

2009-10-14T17:04:00.001+08:00

Hell,yeah ! The exams are soooo over! :D

Went JE after sch. Me and Rashidha just slacked around in the library.

Then waited for Venkat and Shafiq to come over.

We began scribbling all over the floor. ;P Random stuff. And talked lots.

It was nice, just our private time alone.

Then Venkat and Shafiq came.

We sat there for a few seconds and there was this awkward silence.

And later..came some confessions and heart-to-heart talks. Things were okay after that.

Divya came after a while to borrow books or something and then left.

After some talking, decided to head to Mac for lunch.

The boys followed.

It began raining while we were in Mac. Then after eating, went outside to play around awhile.

LOL. We were like little kids, seriously.

Then began screaming into that repeater thingy. Haha. Was damn hilarious.

It was just like the old times, when Shafiq, Venkat, SL, me and Rashidha worked on our projects and crapped around. Hehe. Fun old times.

And then I realised how much I missed those times. Haiz.

We got all soaked in the rain.

Shidha and I must be the first people on earth to get wet even while holding an umbrella. Tsssk. ;P

Then left for home.

I hope things will be fine.

I think talking it out with the boys helped clear some things out.

Meanwhile, I can't wait to see you guys and spend time with all of you! Missing you all, so so much.

Blahs.

2009-10-13T15:43:00.000+08:00

[My mother. Then, and now. Heeh. And that cute girl's me, of course :P]

`HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOTHER! ily.

I don`t know you anymore. You`re just not the same person I used to know.
But whatever.
I couldn`t be bothered. More like, I CHOOSE NOT to be bothered.

You know, sometimes, having an older brother isn`t that bad. At least, you can tell him stuff without breaking down. And instead of trying to advice you..well. sometimes, they do. but still, most of the time, they just listen. Which is great. I told Bro everything and he just listened.
And then, laughed. -.-
But yeah, at least it was smth. And believe it or not, I felt lighter after telling him stuff.
Thanks Bro. (: ily.
[God. Did I just say that? The world must be coming to an end.]

Random fact: I love Rashidha :D
Oops. I sounded les, saying that. lols.

But no worries, I`m totally not.

I sooo can`t wait to see you and spend time with all you guys. Omgomg!

OHOH! I forgot! I have a nickname for SongLin. lol.
LAN JIAO! :D
Haha.
That's all.

[Wow, hasn't he changed. In a good way, of course. Heeh.]

EID.09 clicks,

2009-10-02T22:19:00.000+08:00

Sorrry; late updaates yeah. LOL. Had some problem uploading them.. ;P

`EID 09 ! :D

2009-09-30T15:59:00.000+08:00

Omg.Omg.Omg !

Eid 09 was a blast! ;P It was superduper funn! Okaay. Will upload the pics ASAP.
Okays. So now for the normal updates.

Yesterday was awesome! Really. I can`t remember the last time I had so much of fun. The chinese had exam. So we malays and indians were left to do our own stuff. Free period, you see. The teachers didn't even come in! What luck. LOL. After all the chinese left, we quickly put chairs in a circle and sat down. All of us. And we started playing truth or dare. LOL. Then we played a round of shoot/shack/marry. It was really funny. I mean, all the truths came out. We were really open. Gross topics arose as well. But of course. Then everytime a teacher went past, one of us would go, "what's the chemical formula for glucose?" and everyone would just play along. So as to, you know, let them know we were just testing each other science questions. Till the end, we were still asking around for the chemical formula for glucose. LOL. Which I swear, I don't know. Which brings up the topic, "Revision". Which I so have not started on. Ohmygodd. I've got to consider starting soon.

Today was tamil exam. It was average, on the whole. After the exam, went MAC with Rashi, where we couldn't stop laughing at the different people who were doing hilarious stuffs. God. The amount of laughter FBTs, tall americans with a capital T (and a particular old one..LOL) and indian foreigners can bring about. Haha.. *winks at Rashidha* Oh well. One exam down, three more to go. I can seriously feel a burden being lifted off once we're done with Tamil. Maybe coz it's, you know, Tamil.

I've realised something. And I'm glad I realised it. Coz I'm positive it's gonna help. What I've realised is this: There are little things in life that'll actually make you happy. It can be the simplest things, like you know, maybe a friend kidding around with you like you're his best bud. It'll make you happy. Really. It will. When we learn to appreciate these simple pleasures, we'll be a more happier person. So I'm not going to brood over issues and be sad over things that actually, now that I see it, are not worth brooding over. I'm simply going to enjoy all these little joys I've always had been having, but never noticed them. I'm going to enjoy every moment of happiness. Coz I want to be happy. Period.

So yeah. Till the next post, ttyl ! (:

A vow I hope I won`t break.

2009-09-10T19:58:00.000+08:00

I`ve come up with a promise.
To myself.

I promise that no matter whuut happens, I will promise to keep strong and as happy as possible. Because I`ve realised that as much as some stuff can hurt you, it is still important to stay happy and keep smiling. So no matter whuut I feel inside of me, [which is pure hell at the moment, if you really must know] I will and I must stay happy.

So yeah. BIGBIGG smiles ! (:

A place in our hearts called love .

2009-09-08T20:35:00.000+08:00

[And if you really try, you'll find there's no need to cry .]

Death is inevitable. But then, it hurts alot when someone dies.

Lately, I've been thinking alot. Especially about what would happen to us when we die. What's going to be coming along with us? Nothing.
Anyway, I guess it's good to be doing some reflections during Ramadhaan.
This is a beautiful nasheed about death. I love listening to it. It has alot of meaning to it. Enjoy.

[There's nothing in the world that the love in our hearts couldn't heal.]

2009-09-06T21:38:00.000+08:00

And finally they`ve buried MJ. Hope he rests in peace. You guys should listen to his song, "Heal the world" It has so much of meaning.
I still miss him. ):

Went Raya shopping yesterday. [MJ`s songs were just playing everywhere! lol.] Geylang was quite okay, but I still think last year`s bazaar was way better. And the lightings as well. Got myself a blue&&cream baju kurung. Wanted to buy kebaya this year. There was this damn cool black&&white kebaya. But I found that all of them were those kind of 'itchy itchy' material. So yeah. Bro got himself a turqoise baju melayu. The dress code is blue this year.
[Random fact: Nila thinks that her Raya theme this year is RED. ;P]
Then looked for a place at the food court to buka puasa. But the whole place was PACKED with people. Not a single table available. So went to Little India. Reached just in time for Bang. After eating, went to see the 'Silambam' class because Dad wanted to pay a visit to his Guru. I wanted to see the class as well. I`ve forgotten the art. Though I do still remember the basics. I feel like joining the class after my exams. After all, it always good to learn self-defence. Especially for women. Went Mustafa after that. OMG. It was goddamn crowded. Bro and I fooled around alot. I couldn`t stop laughing at everyone; the way my Bro made fun of them. Haha. Saw Surya there and shouted out to him. LOL. Bought curtains and bedsheets and some more stuff. Damn, by the time we got back home it was laaate.

Can`t wait for Eid`09 ! :D
And Raya Haji of course. :DD

Adios.

2009-09-04T22:36:00.000+08:00

OMG! This soo rocks. :D

And not to mention that David Garrett is damn hott as well. Hehs, enjoy.

Need some time.

2009-08-16T16:30:00.000+08:00

Will be M.I.A for some time.
Adios.

When it just wants to pour out ;

2009-08-14T22:13:00.000+08:00

Aikido`s last lesson today. Pretty alrightt, I`d say. The especially interesting part was when Yacob and Venkat were made to spar. LOL. It was pretty rough and I kept screaming. ;P Venkat ended up winning. And of course there`s Kamarul who got too overboard-ly horny. [I don`t wanna be mentioning boobs too much here. Heh,] And kept screaming 'cameltoe' to this poor `lil sec one kid. And there was Yacob who just couldn`t keep his legs and hands to himself and kept whacking Hidayah and running around the room after that. Haiz. And of course, there`s me. Who still can`t do the roll-over thingy. :P AND who refused to spar any further with Hui Ying except for a few pushes here and there. And oh yeah. There`s the instructor. Who should seriously consider getting a little less stronger. Goddamn. His grips are so hard ! At the end of NP, we all kena lectured & near-to-pumping-state by our passed-out AND current seniors. But I still don`t quite get what we did wrong. Ah, nevermind that. And tml night we`re all supposed to go online for a mass convo by Aravin? What in the weird world...

Anyway, I feel friggin tired. And there`s swimming tml. ):
I screwed up in the D&T test today. I mean, I didn`t study a single shit and didn`t bother listening during lessons at all. So yeah, BIG CONFESSION. It`s my fault. Hmm. Exams are so near. And so is Ramadan and Raya. Cheers for the latter. I haven`t even gotten my Baju Kurung for this year. Damn. Not that it`s the most important thing on earth now. But still. Raya matters alot anyway.

I repeat: Exams are so goddamn near !
And I can`t screw this one up. It`s the finals. And I have to prove myself. For alot of reasons. I need to show my Dad that I AM coping fine. I need to show him that I have been toiling hard to earn those results and not just slacking away which he often claims I`m doing. I just have to. And I`ll do whatever it takes. Even if it means making alot of sacrifices to stuff that I WANT to do so that I make way for stuff I NEED to do. I just have to ace these exams and prove myself. No matter what.

I just feel like saying something. It`s totally random and has nothing to do with exams. Haha. Just so you don`t feel confused.
Infatutaions are fine. It`s okay, it`s only normal that you get them. But relationships are just an absolute no-no at our age. Esp for people who haven`t got the matured minds yet. We don`t NEED one. Get your NEEDS and WANTS right first. [God. Religious class is helping, I see. Heh.] I mean, you`ve fallen once already, right? Why don`t you pick yourself up and make sure you don`t fall again? I find it stupid that you`re going all out to find that same hole again just to fall in it. AGAIN. And that ticks me off. Coz after all, when you have a problem, it`s us whom you`ll turn to. How many times do you have to fall? How many times do you have to get hurt before you realize "Hey! I`ve been falling in that same hole ever since the start!" ? From this, you can see that you haven`t got a matured mind and thus, aren`t ready for a r/s. How many times do we have to keep advising you and saving you from the fall ? I`m tired of it. You`ll learn, I hope. And I`m praying it`ll be soon enough. `Coz it won`t be very long before I blow my top. Do you need these problems? You don`t. So don`t go looking for them. There`s the education you NEED. Look to that first. R/S-es can wait. Woah. Why do I sound so philosophical? It`s just something I needed to stress across.

That`s all. BYE.

They don`t really care about us ?

2009-08-13T18:43:00.001+08:00

Sometimes you just want this particular person to shut up. And sometimes you'll have to give them a treat of milo for that. *Stares hard at Songlin* Haha. But that`s a different thing.

What I mean is..like seriously SHUT THE BLOODY EFF UP? One particular person?
And why? I`ll tell you why. Coz I`m fcuking pissed off with that person. And all I want is for that person to get lost. I`m fcuking angry at him. I want him to leave us alone. I mean seriously, he makes my blood BOIL. Such an arse. Those times were long over. I ain`t complaining though. This is called 'venting your anger' and I`ve got all rights to do this. It`s my problem. And I won`t be apologising for any of this. So shuddup and mind your own friggin business. And I`d appreciate if none of you ask anything about this. Coz honestly, I don`t feel like talking about it.
[I don`t wanna make this tough..but I`ve had enough. ]
Screw him.Seriously. And screw Egoism.

Nobody cares. And I`m just not gonna care anymore. Fcuk that.
God. Life`s just so damn fcuked up. But it`s just not worth the tears.

I seriously feeling like going away to Malaysia and never coming back. Goddamn.
Suddenly you appear and memories flood. And the fairytale begins.
[Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone . ]

CRAP or whuut.

2009-08-07T20:21:00.001+08:00

Okay, I don`t have alot to say.

Returned to school yesterday. The homework load wasn`t as terrible as I thought it would be. Ah well, let`s just say it was bearable/tolerable/just nice whatever you want to call it. Managed to complete them all. Today had national day celebs. So we wore RED. *winks at nila* Most of us, at least. It was pretty okay. But a lil boring. After that took Sci CT. That was alrightt too. Then went to IMM for lunch with the gals and Venkat tagged along. He seemed kinda emo. Or maybe he was just quiet. Not that I`m complaining about that one anyway. It`s better that way I guess. I kept pointing out the cute guys on the streets until the girls got tired of it. A bit too loud maybe. Hehe. HEY. It`s healthy to point out and admire beauty okaay! Okay, so no one`s argueing with that, right? Good.

Is it just me, or is school tiring? I feel tired almost all the time ! wth ?
Aaanyway, the long weekend should be a good break. And guess what. The exams ARE SO GODDAMN NEAR. God. They have this bad habit of getting so close and then causing us stress. Haiz. And I haven`t even started on anything. Argh, screw exam stress.

Then, there is this stupid feeling that doesn`t wanna GET LOST. Okay, so maybe the feeling isn`t stupid. I just want to be THERE again. Where? I`ve already mentioned it in my previous post. So I won`t repeat. Yeah, I know it`s just a temporary thing. It ain`t gonna last. But still,

Wow. I think this is a pretty long post. And I actually began the post saying that I didn`t have musch to say? Cool. Anyway, that`s about all the crap I wanted to say. So ciao.

What`s inside ;

2009-08-02T20:54:00.000+08:00

There are some things you just want to forget. But can`t.
Becoz it keeps coming back; repeatedly. There are some people you trust, and confide into. But what happens if they betray your trust? What if after some time you realise that they`re a useless friend? And you stand right there, watching them walk away happily and enjoying life. And then there are some people whom you know are undergoing problems. You want to help them, but can`t. All you can do is stand back and watch them struggle. And there are some times you want to replay back to. Or you want those times to happen again.
I don`t make sense. I know; but whatever. It`s just what`s deep inside. And I want to pour it out.
[Right now, I just want to be next to him, watching his hair fall over his eyebrow.♥]

Curled under the blanket .

2009-07-31T21:35:00.000+08:00

One week MC off school seems super cool, right? Wrong.

Trust me, it stinks. Ok well, maybe if I didn't have this fever and all it might be a little fun. But this dammit fever isn`t going down at all. It started with 39.4 and the most it has gone down to is 38+ degrees. Haiz. And worst part, I feel like vommiting and fainting half the time! So giddy. And I've been sleeping all day. On and off though. Can`t get proper rest. It`s either my coughing fit takes over or the darn body aches just won`t ease. And every time I cough, it feels as though my entire throat is about to rip apart. My whole body is burning and I feel terribly cold. This sucks, really. I can see how Rashidha must have felt during her one week of toture. Eeesh. When is this going to end? And do you know what`s the even worser thing? I CAN`T TASTE A SINGLE THING! Seriously. Except for Milo. The rest taste like rubber. Eeew.

I miss school. I`ve been spending my off-sleeping time watching dvds. And msging Priyaa. I guess we`re keeping each other company. LOL. Get well soon, Priyaa. And oh, Nila and Lina as well. God, why is everyone falling ill? Bathe time and sponging time is pure hell. So freaking COLD! Haiz.

Anyway, I`ve got something to tell a particular someone. *winks at rashidha*

Ermm, I`m okay if you do that privately or something. But it`s class for heaven`s sake! Can`t you do those stuff somewhere else? Besides, it`s super gross! Touch, touch. Yuck. And I`m sitting right behind! goddamn. Are you blind or something? And it`s so obvious that she`s trying to get away from you. Can`t you take a hint? Besides, take my advice. That`s definitely not something you should be doing to a girl you want to impress. GOD. Really, some people can be so friggin` dumb. But Rashidha and I had a good laugh anyway. HAHA !

Tuesday we went to HTA. I wasn`t supposed to be going anyway. Because of EV or something. But it was a totally last minute thing and I ended up going. So yeah, don`t ask me about it.

Anyway we girls took some pics together. I`ll upload them alrightt? That`s all. Adios.

I`m back--the dialougue.

2009-07-24T20:54:00.000+08:00

[And when you`re not around..]

HELLO world.

I'm in a weirdly spastic mood right now. Anyway, this entire week has been seriously hectic. Council.CCA.Homework.Tution. All in repeat mode. Damn. I`ll briefly explain.

Monday--

Priyaa`s Bday surprise. Divya was set up in replacement of Rashidha. She was there as planned. But..okay, let`s just say that the surprise didn`t exactly work out as planned..hehe. But Priyaa was still surprised. I hope.

Tuesday--

NPCC training. We were nearly killed with all the pumping and P.T. But it rocked anyway. Coz I miss all the fierce training although its tiring. Just too bad Rashidha wasn`t there. No one to disturb. Haiz ,

Wednesday--

Dry shoot briefing. Was alright. Only us and St.Gabriel's NPCC squad were briefed in the room. Home team academy is a cool place. Hahha ,ask me why.

Thursday--

Nth much really.

Friday--

WOOOOHOOOOO. NPCC, Aikido and then drills.

Aikido is damn fun and cool ! The instructors are so cute and funny. LOL.

And I miss Rashidha. Like, seriously. Of course, I hang around with Nila, Mai and Lina in class and the other indian girls out of class. But still, it`s not Rashidha. I miss having my distubance toy. hahah, really. I miss having her around. Get well soon, Rashi! And can`t wait to see you on Monday! Love ya babe (=

There`s GM tomorrow. Haiz, I feel so lazy. *groaaans* Got to be there anyway. Alrightt, that`s about all. Adios.

wo-MAN IN THE MIRROR.

2009-07-17T20:43:00.000+08:00

Heyys all.
Haven`t blogged for long, realised. Lol. So here are some updates. We`re having some visitors over, this weekend it seems. Family friends from Australia. I`ve never seen them before, but oh well. Whatever. Won`t hurt to make new friends (:
Today was quite not bad. LOL. All slack subjects and we had news-reading competition. I found Surya funny. Haha. But the winner would be Rohini I think. Well, duh. Music was great(: Sang 'We are the world" together and trust me, it sounded awesome. Plus, it`s a really sweet song. And seriously, some of the guys can really sing. Ohmygod. I didn`t know that. Especially Song Lin. Wow. Impressive, seyy.
After school, went MAC with Divya and Rashidha. Priyaa couldn`t make it. ): Akido lessons are starting next week..wonder how it`ll be like. Hmm, this few weeks has ran pretty fast. It`s the third week so soon. Not that I`m complaining or anything. Just that, wow. That was fast. And it`ll be the EOYs in a breeze. Haiz. That`s the part I`m complaining about. And lately, I`ve been doing this..I don`t know what you`ll call it..something like reflecting on what sort of person I am. I guess Divya will call it 'soul-searching' or whatever.
But it`s like I don`t really know/understand what sort of person is inside of me. Who the person in the mirror really is.
And oh, I still feel like a LOHAN-head. Shreya can go to hell, haha.
[There are people dying..When it`s time to lend a hand to life, the greatest gift of all.]

"..Best Dad you could've ever imagined.."

2009-07-12T22:13:00.004+08:00

OMG ! you`ve simply gotta watch these videos (for those who haven`t)

His kids are soooooo cuuute ! :D

At heart, always.

2009-07-09T20:03:00.001+08:00

[PrinceMichael1.Paris.Blanket.]

Hello to the world.
Michael Joseph Jackson`s memorial was a seriously touching one. I couldn`t stop my free flowing tears as I listened to everyone who was close to MJ talk about their memories of him. Brooke Shields, MJ`s brother..
But what touched me (and everyone else I guess) the most, was Paris' short but heart-breaking speech. She mentioned that he was the best Dad ever imaginable and that she loves him so much. And she couldn`t hold it back anymore. It`s sad to think of his three young kids without their only parent, MJ. I mean, put yourself in their shoes. No mother since you were a baby and your Dad is suddenly gone. If I, someone who has never met MJ in my life before, just a fan of him, miss him so much and can`t digest the fact that he`s never coming back, imagine how hard it must be for his family and especially his kids, to deal with this tragedy.
Whenever I see `Lil Blanket's innocent face, not knowing what`s going on, maybe not even realizing that his dad is gone, I feel so sad. But I do know, that MJ was a wonderful father, who really cared for his kids. And not only his kids, but for everyone else. He was soft natured, still a kid at heart and loved kids. That means alot to me, because I love kids too.
We do not only see him as the best entertainer in the world, but also as a humanitarian. It`s sad to think that people only appreciate all the great things he had done for others only after he has died. And to accuse him falsely for something he would never have dreamt of doing.
He didn`t deserve to die. He had done alot for people across the world. He didn`t deserve to suffer from insomnia, didn`t deserve to part with his children before he could even see them grow up. And you could clearly see how much they loved him. I guess you all know about the controversy about how he`s not their biological Dad. Even if he isn`t,(actually he is,) I don`t care about that. And his kids won`t too. Because according to them, he was their DAD. The one who took care of them, the one who loved them.
I`m sick and tired of hearing people say that they hate him `coz he looks gay. Oh please. You don`t judge him by his looks. It`s not like as if he wanted to look like that. He was waaaay hotter than anyone of you when he was in his '20s. And just `coz he`s soft spoken doesn`t mean he`s gay. WTH. Puhleeease. And his good deeds just won`t be visible to your eyes right ? Haiz.
Yes, soon everything is gonna be alright, settled, and the heated talk of MJ`s sudden death is gonna die down, but to many, including me, MJ will forever live in our hearts. `Coz he`s brought us a whole new revolution to music, made us respect each other regardless of race or colour, made us think about the poor children suffering and dying out there, made us sing that we are indeed the world and taught us how to be humane.
To be honest, I`ve never really cared or thought much about how many kids were suffering out there. Believe it or not, MJ`s song, HEAL THE WORLD and WE ARE THE WORLD made me care. Made me think. Made me sympathize with those poor kids. Made me shed tears.
&&I know that MJ will forever and ever rock our worlds.
[You will never die, MJ. So I`m not gonna say goodbye.]

Just call my name, I`ll be there..Will you really ?

2009-07-05T21:39:00.000+08:00

Hello ! :D
It`s extremely cold. But it feels nice. The banner is finished, `CHEEEERS ! Haha , actually we happened to get the canteen floor stained with the spray paint. :P So we had to clear it up. More like SCRUB it out. So we hung th banner to two trees to dry , heh. So creative. Then Vivian and Qu Ying [Correct spelling?] came to join us and we all were scrubbing away th floor like CINDERELLAS . Hahah , with YeeMun coming in to take pictures of us working so hard. LOL. You can now see the original colour of the canteen tile. Hahah , we scrubbed that hard. Anyway, it`s done. So yeah. Went swimming yesterday and later went to FOOD JUNCTION to get dinner. Today, I was fasting. And I slept throughout the evening. LOL. I mean, it was raining and it felt so good to sleep. :P Tomorrow, I'm going to Lot1 to get some stuff. That`s all I guess. And I just realized something, I should really stop/ reduce talking about or thinking about MJ. The more I do that, the more I miss him. Haiz . But still, it`s saddening. It`s Youth Day tomorrow, have fun everyone ! [: Yaaaay . We`re youths !
[If you should ever find someone new, I know he`d better be good to you . `Coz if he doesn`t, I`ll be there..]

And that was really it.

2009-07-03T21:54:00.000+08:00

Heyys.
I`m back again. Now at home though. Today stayed back to do the banner for some NDP thinggy. Tried spray painting Divya`s and my initials on a cardboard and when doing that, sprayed black on my left thumbnail . Haha , it looks as though I've got some faded nail-polish on. LOL . It's not going off. Must wait awhile. At least that`s not as bad as getting red paint at the back of your skirt. Haha , *winks at Divya *. We talked alot and I don`t think we got alot of work done. But oh well, we`ve got to go back to school tomorrow. Let`s see if we can finish it (: Alrightts, that`s about it. BYHES/
[This is it, you said. And that was really it. Why did you even say that ?]

Calling you back.

2009-07-03T11:10:00.000+08:00

Hey all .
I`m at the comp lab at school right now and I haven`t got much time to post so this is going to be a quick one. I`m not supossed to be using the comp actually. Yeah , Baaad girl whatever. It`s D&T and it`s going to end. It`s super boring. Really. We had music just now. Damn nice. We sort of like paid tribute to MJ by listening to his songs and singing them. We sang the 'I`ll be there' and 'We are the world'.`Very sweet really. Maybe MJ was looking down at us as we sang, remembering him. I miss him. Haiz. Okay , I think I better get going. `Adios !
[Why are you dead ? You`re not supposed to be. ]

Replay, rewind .

2009-06-30T21:18:00.000+08:00

I still can`t believe MJ is dead. Yeah well, who can? I`m so gonna miss him. Was watching E.T today evening and I`m just wondering what a gentle, soft-spoken and kind fella he was. It`s a pity really. To accuse him like that. Poor guy, he became emotionally affected after those accusations. Imagine how much it must have hurt. To be called a gay, a homosexual whatever, child-molester whatever, just because he had a unbroken voice and loved kids. Come on la, people. It`s in him. Don`t judge him just by the things you hear. Besides, his unbroken voice gave his songs the unique touch. Why am I so worked up ? Seriously, I have no idea . I`m his fan and well, I guess it makes sense that I support him. Janet Jackson said some super touching stuff and I started crying right there on the sofa. She was saying that to all of us MJ is just an icon but to her, he`s family. And to lose him like that, god, it`s terrible. And she said that she misses him. Alot. Goshh. I guess they were pretty close.
I`ve been pretty upset lately. And it`s not just the news of MJ`s death. I`ve been crying alot. Though I don`t really show it. Especially not in school. I want to enjoy school. But somehow this sense of loss, like something`s missing, is taking over. I just wanna scream and cry and bawl my eyes out. I admit. I miss some people . ALOT. So much that it hurts. They`re so close to my heart that it upsets me to know that they`re not with me. Right here. I share my happiness and joy with those people and it`s .. I don`t know. It`s hard to explain. Like as though they`re part of me. And now part of me is gone. Missing. And all those happy times I had with them is repeatedly replaying in my mind whenever I think of them. Am I thinking too much ? Maybe. But that is what`s left with me. Those happy memories. And those replaying memories are very precious to me. And that`s probably what`s keeping me sane. Those memories AND my close friends (: I know it sounds insane and all, but honestly. Those memories mean alot to me. Only I would know.
[I`m missing you guys. So so so much. Can I please rewind time?]

MJ forever.

2009-06-26T20:03:00.000+08:00

[Michael Jackson. 1958-2009]

`HEYS everyone.

Yeah, yeah. Bet you all heard. He's gone. It`s really sad actually. I mean, HE, the KING OF POP, an awesomeee entertainer, is dead. Only at 50 ! Godd. He`s not supposed to go yet! It`s so sad.We`ve all lost not only a great performer, but a great person. He loves kids alot. And I heard he saved a kid from cancer.

I love all his songs. ALOT. They`re really cool. And to all those who think that he`s a child molester, LET ME TELL YA`LL SOMETHING . He`s not, okay ? I really don`t think so. I mean, it`s not possible. Think of it logically. They say he molested a BOY. How can he, being a man, molest a BOY ? Not possible. Plus, the boy who is claimed to be molested by MJ, is a KID.

Which means, MJ must have just patted him or carried him or maybe okay, even touched his butt, while carrying him. That`s the most he could have done. But that`s not molesting. Haven`t you or I carried a child? Touched a child? Patted a child? PUH-LEEASE okay. It`s nonsense. Well, if you still think those rumours are true, well then everyone`s a child-molester. Everyone who patts or carries a kid is gonna be blamed of molesting then ! Imagine. You going up to a kid and patting his cheek. And the kid goes hysterical, screaming his head off, "OH MY GOD ! MUHMEEEE! HE TOUCHED ME! CHILD MOLEST!"

Pathetic right? Besides, like I said, he likes kids alot. Anyway, I was close to tears when I learned he was dead. It`s very saddening. Sigh. That`s all people. `Ciaoz.

[R.I.P , MJ.]

Everything`s gonna be alright.

2009-06-25T20:30:00.001+08:00

`OOOZE ! Hahah .

Went to the movies with Rashidha and Aisha today. Watched Monsters Vs. Aliens. And it was awesomee ! (: I loveed the cute `lil thing , BOB ! EEEEEKS , he's really really adorable ;D

BOB , the blob . And trust me , that blob is goddamn spastic! That`s why I like him so much! First , met up with both of them at the interchange. Then, went to POPULAR to get highlighters for Rashidha`s sister. Then headed to the library to drop off the books. Then went to the cinema to get tickets. WOAH , very long queue. But still stood in line. At first, thought of watching LAND OF THE LOST. Then changed our minds. Bought tickets and then headed to ARIES. Bought some stuff and while heading out , I saw Ghayathiri`s Dad. Waved and Ghayathiri came soon after. Talked and talked for quite some time. Then she went off and we went to have lunch at MAC ! Then went to the library. Didn`t do much reading, just hung around and stuff. Then got out of library and hung around somemore and finally went up when it was five.

The movie is hilarious. I know you people might think it`s childish and lame and whatsoever, but ahhh! who cares ? It was FUNNY and I LIKED it, so there ! Besides , it`s always great to bring out the kid in you ;P

And oh , *Drumrolls* Here are the taken PICTURES ; TA DAAAA ! [: (okay, now THAT was lame.)

Whatever .

Peace out ya`ll ! BYHEEES [:

[♥`I miss you THAAAT much. Can you see? Heeeh ,]

♥Be-cause of you .

2009-06-24T22:07:00.000+08:00

`Heyyos.
BAD NEWS [well, for me and alot others.] : ATC camp has been cancelled. *WAILS*
I badly badly wanted to go. And the worst part is that I PACKED FOR IT. Okay, so maybe it`s not THAAAAT bad, but still. I PACKED. Which means, I`ll have to de-pack it. Meaning, take it all out. BIG JOB, ya`ll know? `Haiz.
Anyway, I've planned to go out to the movies with Rashidha tomorrow. Maybe MONSTERS vs ALIENS . Which reminds me of : 'OOOZE GONNA SAVE US' :P Heeehs ,
Shall update all about it tommorow. With pics of course. Gosh , I've got such a campwhore-y mind. Hehs. `Right now I'm gonna watch the ultra hottie Arya act in Sarvam with the pretty cute actress Trisha, with whom I feel that he has alot of chemistry with. Hahaa. Okays, off now.
BYHES (:
[Because of you lah, you stupid swine. Pfft. :P]

When the moon turns blue ,

2009-06-23T21:20:00.000+08:00

`BOO :P

Hey all. I can't get the song 'neethane' off my head ! Not that it hurts, actually. I mean, it's a wonderful song after all. `Heeeh ;P

Divya called today. How sweet to hear her voice again ! LOL. I sound like some lesbo , I know.

But whatever. We talked awhile. Then I realised how much I was missing everyone at school.

I miss the following people :

-Rashidha [I miss disturbing her :P ]

-Divya [I miss her cute-ness .]

-Priyaa [I miss her talks and advices .]

-Nila [Missing this gal`s CHEERY-ness and tolerance to my nonsense. Heeh ,]

-Rohini [Her spastic-ness is missed ): ]

-Joey Tan [My darling partner :P]

-Venkat & Shafiq [Can you believe I'm actually missing these fellas ? :O Godd .]

-Maisarah & Lina [I miss Mai`s talks and Lina`s tickles and laughs. `Haaahs. ]

-Vincent & ChungLok [Missing Vincent`s random talks and Chungy`s Chairman-y nags :P]

-Songlin [His nonsense is pretty cute I guess. Gee, I'm missing him too ? Yuck .]

-The rest of two-one (:

-Some of them in council and some others in school .

-Tamil class [:

-Teachers [Me missing teachers ? Woahh, this 'missing' thingy is getting to my head too much.]

-Hmmm , the entire school actually , come to think of it .

`I MISS CSS . LOL , how weird-ed out is that ? School , please start soon ! [:

Oh btw, I'll be off to camp from THUR - SAT .

Don`t miss me too much kayy ? :P Actually , you guys can miss me a little bit. I wouldn`t mind.

Teehees . I hope ATC would be thrilling and hopefully they don't split our squad up !

*Crosses fingers and prays hardd*

Anyway , my packed camp bagg is all BULGYY and HUGE . Hopefully I won`t go about banging people in their tummys as I move. :P But I'm excited for all the adventure. Afterall it`s not called 'ADVENTURE TRAINING CAMP' for nothing rightt ? Right.

Anyway , it`s gonna be something to get myself up and about after a pretty lazy week staying at home , butt down. It better be. I'll post all about it once I`m back. And I hope I don`t die doing vigorous training. Heh , kidding laar. I better not die. I'm too young. :P

Oh , and that's me. With my humongous camp bag. Heheh, I mean you can't see the size and all but I can assure you for that matter. IT`S AS WIDE AS TWICE MY HEAD ! Okay, make that one and a half. I guess I have a big head that one and a half times of it is enough to compare it to the bag. Heeh ,

[`ALL SET/. PULAU UBIN , here I comeee ! (:]

That`s all people ! [: `BYHES .

[`tuning it out .]

HUSH up , you .

2009-06-22T21:50:00.000+08:00

`Heyy all .

New playlist up there with all my FAVES(: ! Yaaaaay . Okay , Quick post . I'm supposed to be getting off the comp soon , so I'll keep it short . ATC camp is still on . Wheee , Rashidha ! :D

I'm all PACKED. I did that like waaaay back . When I got the packing list oredi. Heeeh , over-excitedness /. [:

And oh , my new hairstyle seriously sucks . BIG time . See there ? BANGS ! eew or whuut ?

Yeah, yeah . I know it's super gross . Whatever . It's not like as if I can get back my cut-ed hair right ? So I'll have to put up with it luhh . Eeesh.

Plus plus , I'm still pissed off. Very pissed in fact. Pfft. Hope I get over it soon.

That`s all yaww . Goodnightts peeeeps :D

[Aku benci `kau lah .]

Peekaboo.

2009-06-21T23:06:00.000+08:00

`Heyyos .

Quick post. I wonder why some people are super weird. Oh well.

Anyway , the HINI flu is on the riseee ! Yaaay . Eeesh eesh , am I supposed to be cheering ?

Baahh , the longer the holiday , the better I guess. I think the ATC camp is gonna be cancelled `coz they said that all CCAs are supposed to be cancelled . But I've packed for it, *grumbles* .

Haizz . I'm ultra bored these days. Anyone wanna hit the movies w/me ? Let me know [:

I'm missing lots of people at one time. I miss my girlfriends , classmates , cuzzies and some others I'm not gonna mention :x

While there are some other(s) who are pissing the hell out of me.

Father's Day today . Made Dad a card and ordered pizza. At night, supposed to go out , but Mum was sick , so stayed home . Yepp ,that's all .

Okayys, that's about all yeah .

`Goooodnightts ;

BYHE [:

♥M'SIA ! :D

2009-06-20T21:44:00.000+08:00

HEYYOOS ! [:

I'M BAAAAAACK .

Missed me ? Aww, that's chooo chweet .

Anyway , M'SIA ROCKS MY SOCKS !

The trip was pretty alright I guess.

Too bad Shena and Aunty weren't there when we went ):

They were at Kluang .

Gd news ; Boy ka got a job ! WHEEEE ;

Goooood for him :P

Okay , so first day ;

Nothing much . Cleared up the house and stuffs .

Visited Syahirah.

WATCHED AYAN !

Heeeeh ,

Ohmygawd , Surya is just 'TO-DIE-FOR' material !

G0SH .

Second day ; Syahirah ponteng sekolah .

[tssktskk . budak jahat seyh .]

Teeeeheeehs .

So it was one hell of a time ! :P

Third day;

Mum&&Dad had to go to Labis .

Bro and I didn't feel like following , so stayed home with Aunty and Syahirah .

Went out together at night .

Fourth day;

It rained .

YAAAAAAAAAAY .

Bro was the first one who jumped out into the rain .

I didn't want to get wet and Syahirah had to get ready for school .

Then later , she changed her mind and sprang into the rain , pulling me with her .

I screamed for her to let go coz' I seriously didn't feel like getting wet .
Then they both didn't let go .

So , I was like 'Heck . Let's just get wet ,'

So we scramed and shouted and played in the rain and Dad joined us .

LAWLS .

Funfunfun , yeah .

Then later in the evening , got ready to go home .

It's a pity that we didn't get to see Ma , Shena , Boy ka, Lee tata and Dauka /:

Oh well .

There is always RAYA HAJI `09 !

Wheeeeee , can't wait .

All of us are gonna meeeeeeeeet !

I miss them all oredi .

Anyways ,That`s all ayte .

♥ BYHES !

- Tomorrow's Father's Day ! && I ♥ MY DAD [: -

Syahirah yaww ! :P CANDIDDDD .

[`Missingyou]

[:

2009-06-13T19:02:00.000+08:00

`Heyyos !

Leaving for MY tomorrow , miss me yaaaw ! :P

Been reading this book called , "Things I know about love " ,

It's a touching book , but I loved it ! ♥ [:

And here's a survey I ripped , oops , took I mean , :P from Charmaine beb's blogg .

Thanks alott ,

All of the 14 person must do this quiz , unless (s)he does'nt have a blog .

Write the names of 14 people you can think off the top of your head , then answer the question .

[These are random people who just came to my mind , in no order yeah ?;) ]

01. Rashidha

02. Divya

03. Priyaa

04. Nila

05. Ghayathiri

06. Rupasharmela

07. Ayesha

08. Rohini

09. Vincent

10. Songlin

11. Shaheera

12. Joey Tan

13. Shafiq

14. Venkat

01. How did you meet 7 ? AYESHA

- KPS :D

02. What will you do if you and 13 never met ? SHAFIQ

- Nothing la , duhh :P Probably be more than happy .

03. What will you do if 1 & 12 date ? RASHIDHA & JOEY TAN

- Laugh my head off ,

04. have you ever seen 14 cry ? VENKAT

- Yeah , not exactly CRY , but just the tears I guess .

05. would 4 & 11 be a good couple ? NILA & SHAHEERA

- Hahaha , yeah . If they are les-es .

06. Do you think 11 is attractive ? SHAHEERA

- Very, very . (:

07. What is 2's favourite colours ? DIVYA

- Lime green and orange ? /:

08. What was the last time you talk to 9 ? VINCENT

- Online I think .

09. What language does 8 speaks ? ROHINI

- Haha , the spastic CHIMP lang :P

10. Who is 13 going out with ? SHAFIQ

- Hahah , more like going after. This girl , whom I shall not mention :x

11. What grade is 12 in ? JOEY TAN

- Same as me ! (:

12. Would you ever date 10 ? SONGLIN

- PUKE . No way .

13. Where does 5 live ? GHAYATHIRI

- Teck Whye !

14. What's the best thing about 3 ? PRIYAA

- She's a great adviser ! :]

15. What would you want to tell 10 ? SONGLIN

- Hey ! You suck . BOO , hahaahah . :P

16. What's the best thing about 8 ? ROHINI

- She's high and cheery almost all the time .

17. Have you ever kissed 5 ? Ghayathiri

- Haha , nahh . But I won't mind la .

18. What's the best memory of you with 7 ? Ayesha

- Haha , creating a private language :P Those days ..

19. When was the last time you saw 6 ? Rupasharmela

- The other day at the interchange , I think . Imissherlots ):

20. How are 12 & 14 different ? JOEY TAN & VENKAT

- Hmm , 12's a hot gal and 14's a gay . WHOOPS , guy i mean . :P [He's arnd Shafiq too much]

21. Is 6 pretty ? RUPASHARMELA

- Hell yeah ! (:

22. How did you meet 5 ? GHAYATHIRI

- KPS :D

23. Is 1 your bestfriend ? RASHIDHA

- Of course ! My cuzzie too , (:

24. Do you hate 12 ? JOEY TAN

- Aww , of course not ! She's my awesome partner , (:

25. Have you seen 4 last month ? NILA

- Yupp ,

26. What was the last thing you said to 3 ? PRIYAA

- uhhh , 'TC .. BYE ' ?

27. Have you been to 5 house ? GHAYATHIRI

- Yeah , several times .

28. When's the next time you are going to see 10 ? SONGLIN

- When school reopens , shucks . I can definitely wait to see that fella .

29. Are you close with 13 ? SHAFIQ

- Uhhh , not very very .

30. Have you ever been to a movie with 4 before ? NILA

- Geee , no . Maybe I should , let's hit the movies NilaSriRahayu ! :P

31. Have you ever been into trouble with 8 ? ROHINI

- I guess not .

32. Would you give 2 a hug ? DIVYA

- Of course ! She's my dear dear friend ! (: Imissher .

33. When have you lied to 3 ? PRIYAA

- Can't remember lying . LOL .

34. Is 1 good with socializing ? RASHIDHA

- Hmm , yeah I guess .

35. Do you know secrets about 9 ? VINCENT

- Haha , th lollipop secret :P [It's not exactly a secret ; couple of ppl noe abt it .]

36. Describe the relationships between 12 & 14 ? JOEY TAN & VENKAT

- Pretty good friends ?

37. Best thing about your friendship with 9 ? VINCENT

- Errmms , he a pro at chem ! :P Good teacher too , hehs .

38. What's the worst thing about 6 ? RUPASHARMELA

- She can make you laugh , and laugh&laugh for ages ! Too funny for her own good ! :P

39. Have you ever had a crush on 12 ? JOEY TAN

- Hahaha , yeah . Since I started sitting with her . LOL . I'm lesbo ,

40. Does 14 has a stead ? VENKAT

- HAHAHA . Not now , but in the future ..you never know :P

41. Have you ever wanted to punch 1's face ? RASHIDHA

- Hahah . Naww , I wouldn't do that to my sweetie (:

42. Has 2 met your mother ? DIVYA

- Seen I guess , but never talked to her , right divz ?

43. How did you get to meet 3 ? PRIYAA

- CSS :D

44. Did you ever physically hurt 3 ? PRIYAA

- Haha , I guess so . I've hit, but did it hurt Priyaa ?

45. Do you live close to 7 ? AYESHA

- Yupps , opposite block (:

46. What's 8 favourite food ? ROHINI

- LOL , she hardly eats anything properly I guess .

47. What kind of cars do 1 has ? RASHIDHA

- A toy car ? ;P

48. Have you travelled anywhere with 9 before ? VINCENT

- Nopes ,

49. If you give 14 a $100, what will (s)he spend it on ? VENKAT

- Hmmm , to go and have a hell of a time with Shafiq ! LOL , I don't know . But I hope he spends it wisely , :P

♥

2009-06-12T23:30:00.000+08:00

[Darkness sets in , and then you realise that there's a shimmer of light / HOPE .]

HELLOS ./

Firstly " I HEART♥ ARYA ."

[Of course , I vow not to forget Surya . Hehs , *winks*]

But his eyes are really gorgeous .

And I badly wanna watch Sarvam and Ayan .

I'm pretty excited to go to Chaah .

[Miss me yaaaw !] :P

Missing all of them there .

Lee tata says she'll be coming at the end of the month .

Yaaaaay .

And oh , V.Star !

Can't wait to see what happens .

Maybe I'd join when I'm older .

LOOOOOL /.

Anw , if you're [shall not reveal details or some people might burst out into fits of laughter . Shall save you all from that .] joining , oh well , all the best yeah ?

I've got absolutely nothing to say :X

*controls laughter .*

Okays , that's about all .

Pretty short post , but yeah .

Nothing much to say .

BUHBHYES (=

Boredom .

2009-06-09T15:30:00.000+08:00

HEYYYOS ! =)

It's ironic isn't it ?

When it's school days , we'd wish that the holidays would come .

When it's the holidays , we'd wish that school would re-open coz' we're too bored.

Oh well ,I'm feeling it now .

But next Monday I'd be on my way to MY .

So , Yaaaaaaay .

Okay , here's a random survey to kill time .

[I'm thinking of desging a class tee . Hmmmm ,]

I'm a...

- Weirdo /.
Someday, I want...

- to become a BIO - RESEARCHER . [Current ambition .]
There are...

- so many things I wanna change .
I can't stand...

- irritaters .
I wish...

- to go to heaven . Heh , [Nobody wants to go to hell right ?]
I don't know...

- what class to choose in sec 3 :/
I want...

- to find out if there are really Martians in Mars . LOL .
When I see...

- grandparents , I feel weird .
Only when...

- someone dies , you realise their value .
I need...

- oxygen to live .
I love...

- Actor SURYA and TAYLOR LAUTNER and ROBERT PATT and ARYA..and the list goes on .
I hate...

- to reach my boiling point .
Why can't...

- they understand ?
I wonder...

- if God can hear me .
I'm sad...

- because I miss some people .
I'm happy...

- coz' I'm going MY next weeeeeek ! (:
I don't need...

- to change myself for others .
I can't...

- tolerate some crap anymore .
I believe...

- in the quote , "It's not about how hard life hits you , but about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward . "
If I could, I would...

-turn back time .

Civil Defence . OHMYGODD .

2009-06-05T21:15:00.000+08:00

HELLOS (:

Today's course was super fun .

Hehehe .

*winks at Rashidha*

We went to Queensway Fire station .

OMG .

What a sight . Hahah .

Okay , I shall not elaborate anymore .

For more details you can actually ask me .

I can rant on and on about it . SIGHH /.

Heh [;

Our instructor Zharif was funny when he accidently said something that sounded like 'F*ck '.

And everyone burst out laughing .

And he was like " What ? Why are you all laughing ?"

And then Shermain said that he said the F word .

And he was like " Noooo . No, I didn't say it " and started laughing .

Hahha , so cute .

Then we learnt stuff about estinguishing fire and evacuation procedures and what to do and look out for in case of a fire breakout or emergency and blahblahblah .

Then first aid and CPR !

hahahaah .

And oh , all civil defence officers or fire fighters shouldn't give the cheeky look . Hahhaa .

Then as for the praticals , kamarul go on open the windows instead of closing them and all the smoke began entering and all that crap .

"Air ! Air !" Hahahahahahah ,

For a moment , I really thought it was the poisonous gas and wanted to get out of the room . Haha .

And the CO2 was goddamn cold luhh .

So icy that our hands got all numb .

Then we took the test .

Haiz , Zharif like tell out all the answers la .

He says that they're 'CLUES' but he might as well let us look at the answer sheet .

LOL .

But seriously , the effects of fire ah ..

*Shudders*

Then after the course went to queenstown mrt station with Rashidha, Kausalya and Venkat .

Then go lot 1 and came back home .

Haiz , tired but hyper now ./

Heeehz .

Can't wait for ATC camp at Pulau Ubin .

Hopefully it's fun like what Shan Yi said .

Yup , that's about it .

`BYHEEEES .

Blah Blah Rants .

2009-06-04T20:20:00.000+08:00

HELLOOS (:

Yesterday went out for Brother's Birthdayy .

WEEEE .

Went to Ayer Rajah to eat .

Ate Thai food there .

The Tomyam soupp was super shiyok .

Then there was this drink called 'Michael Jackson' .

Weeeird right ?

My father go ask what it is .

The man said that after drinking it , we'll start dancing like MJ .

Hahaha .

So cute ,

My mother ordered it .

Actually it was just Soya Bean with ChinChow or something .

Black and White .

Talk about Black&&White and MJ .

LOL .

Now you see why it got it's name .

Heh ,

Then after eating we headed to the Pandan reservoir .

Was goddamn breezy and nicee .

On the way , I got so highh .

I began screaming the AATHICHUDI songg at the top of my voice .

My father open the windows some more .

Then this motorcycle fella turn behind and gave that "This girl is nuts" look .

Fine , whatever .

I was nuts anyway .

Then at the reservoir, saw COMMONWEALTH /.

Eeesh Eeesh , I so proud .

LOL .

Then I went to sit at this bench and suddenly a frog leapt out .

I got shocked la , obviously .

But I didn't scream . Weeird.

Actually the frog was quite cute .

Heheh .

Then we move on to the next bench and sat down .

Whattheheck !

Got so many ants and it was crawling all over us !

Shheeesh ,

I immediately got up and shook them off ./

Eeeeek .

"ANTS IN YOUR PANTS MAKE YOU DANCE "

Hahah .

Anyway , the third bench was okay .

Sat there and talk stories .

Blah blah blah .

Then went back home .

Reached home at midnight .

Birthday overr . Awww.

Heheh, so I start screaming at my brother for no reason .

Anyway , I'm currently in love with 3 songs !

1 . Shabir.feat Dhinesh - Nagara Veytei .

2. Neethanae - Sarvam .

3. Adada vaa - Sarvam .

Goddamn nice songgs ! (:

Tomorrow got Civil Defence course .

At Queensway .

Alrightts , that's about it .

BYHESS .

[Missing you all so badly .]

HoliDAYS .

2009-06-01T21:28:00.001+08:00

HELLOHS (:

Long time no post .

Goshh .

Firstly , WHEEWITS !

The holidays are soooo here !

But , alas, the amount of homework is terrible .

Then still got this activity and that activity at school .

Sheeesh .

Whatever , at least I get to go Malaysia during the third week .

Yaaaay .

Blah Blah .

Oh yeah ! I forgot to mention something .

I forgot to top up my bloody ez-link card on Friday .

Crap , so I couldn't get through the mrt thingy .

I obviously panicked and freaked out .

Thank god Venkat was there .

Phew .

He led the way to CCK interchange .

Took 176 and then 188 .

Haiz , what a day .

Lesson learnt : TOP UP EZ LINK CARD OFTEN !

Heh ,

Saturday : Went for parent-teacher-meet duty .

Was goddamn funny with Shan Yi around .

He and his lame jokes and games .

But still , it was funny , I gotta admit .

Bro's Birthday is coming up soon .

Got some stuff planned up for him .

Hmm , whuut else ?

Oh yeah !

I'm like missing all the girls soo much .

Priyaa.Divya.Rashidha and some others .

I wish I can go for the tamil camp tomorrow .

But I've got the friggin test .

Haiz ,

Oh well .

Nehhmind .

That's all I guess ,

Adios .

All new :D

2009-02-26T21:51:00.000+08:00

Helloh people!

I've got a NEW URL.

Please relinkk kayys?

Thankeuus (:

[First post of the new blogg :D]